Wednesday, September 7, 2011

High on Life

I was watching an interview with Deepak Chopra and some other scientists and he mentioned bio-regulation of autonomic functions through heightened awareness. I was intrigued because I felt like I had personal experiences that confirmed what he was saying, thinking myself to more dopamine. I found this interview that references such a possibility:
I do think technology is a huge advantage, taking us into an exploration of the hidden dimensions of our own existence. And that includes consciousness, that includes the subtle levels of awareness, that includes the autonomic functions.

I see that in about five or 10 years, if we are successful, you could go to a doctor and say, “You know, I have migraine headaches” or even a narrowing of the coronary arteries, and the doctor will say, “Well, I can give you a prescription or you can play a video game. How's that?” And I think it will happen. You know the biofeedback responds to the autonomic nervous system, it responds to what is called the RR variability in your heart, it measures skin resistance, and soon brain waves. I know one of the things that is very likely in the future is that you could take drug addicts and train them through this technology to understand what happens in their nervous system when they're experiencing a drug high. And then through the appropriate bio-regulation, you can have them regulate their brain waves, so that they can have the same experience without taking the drug. And I think all that is wonderful. Technology can take you to a certain point. It can give you insights, just like in the 60s people had great insights taking LSD and mushrooms and all that. I think now we have enough biotechnology and bio-regulation that can do that perhaps even better.

But ultimately the exploration of consciousness has to go beyond technology. It takes time, it takes discipline, it takes intentionality, it takes sincerity, it takes a great of deal authenticity to be wanting to go there - not just for the experience, but because you know that that experience will take you from your personal self into your more interdependent collective and hopefully Universal self.
My bet is that if bioregulation of autonomic functions is possible, sociopaths would excel at this because of their ability to compartmentalize and hyperfocus. Thoughts?

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  2. ME's saying that if you think about something enough you can trick your mind into experiencing it. Release of dopamine through imagination.
    Nothing to with body energies or chakra or whatever psudo science mumbo jumbo you're talking about, Erin.

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  3. "There is nothing hard to figure out, Erin. These two little shitheads chose to slander me while I was away in prison. I found out about it when I returned and it was I who attacked them, not the other way around."

    Not true Zhawq. I attacked you and you did nothing then UKan attacked you and eventually you began to respond. Stop crying about how you were in prison when I first slandered you because you commented on the very same page that I made my first comment about you on. Yet another lie to make yourself look better right Zhawq? ^L^

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  4. That's sort of what I was talking about yesterday in regards to theory. The brain affects your body and mind, so if you truly believe something, how is it not true, other than fact? Your brain isn't an internal lie detector of the external. It processes what it senses and fills in the blanks.

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  5. @Mis
    Why are you still going on about this?
    Do you have any actual purpose or is it just fun now?

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  6. "Do you have any actual purpose or is it just fun now?"

    Both. Mainly the second.

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  7. But ultimately the exploration of consciousness has to go beyond technology.

    Oh dear! Did Sony sponsor this empty psycho babble? The PS3 is hardly a vehicle of higher consciousness...

    I know one of the things that is very likely in the future is that you could take drug addicts and train them through this technology to understand what happens in their nervous system when they're experiencing a drug high. And then through the appropriate bio-regulation, you can have them regulate their brain waves, so that they can have the same experience without taking the drug.

    *in robot voice* Imagine the morphine binding to your opioid receptors, giving you a sense of euphoria...

    Hmmm, no, I can't see it being effective somehow.

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  8. wtf? zawq deleted a load of his comments from yesterday

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  9. I TRY to tell these rubes about energy things and they laugh.

    Erin first you have to know what you are talking about, and discuss it in a logical manner.

    Yesterday you were talking about Tonal Therapy with regards to the tone of a writer.... but tone therapy has nothing to do with that. It's about soundwaves, not the 'tone' of someone's writing style.

    Completely different.

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  10. That's just pathetic Zhawq. You deleted all your retarded little attempts at defending yourself from yesterday. What were you saying about not being able to feel embarrassment?

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  11. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AvuweztG4Q&ob

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  12. Ah, this place is still delectably hilarious.

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  13. And you're still delectably impersonating a sociopath, cunt.

    Fuck off, Bella, and take your fake sociopath account 'I love tn' with you.

    Or stay, if you like. I won't let anyone forget who you are.

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  14. Hi, back online again. Eden, I was not able to follow what you were saying below.

    Generally thought that I am a girl? What does that mean?

    That some people don't believe that I am a girl? No biggie what others think, but what is the big deal in not believing what one says? My dad just suggested that he did not believe her when my sister said she wanted to work, and that's why he responded 'there is no need for you to work.' Quite weird, given both are generally easy liars there is some lesson here that I am unable to observe. Does this father-daughter interaction make sense to anyone?

    Eden Ralene said...
    Sceli said: "She enjoyed it when it was .... I liked that characterization of her as well."

    Maybe it's generally thought that you're a girl. ;)

    September 3, 2011 4:31 PM

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  15. @mis

    damn, adding zhawq's custom smiley face to posts where you insult him is just your ultimate 'kick the puppy' moment.

    @tnp

    is tn really bella? personally, i believe it, but why don't you post the the e-mail where she told you? do you still have it?

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  16. Hmm, no. What's that you say? You're trying desperately to wind me up? Ah, well as charming as your offer of a pointless argument sounds, I think I'll pass.

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  17. Wind you up? Bitch, you're a public phony. You can hide behind that name but everyone here knows you're the weepy sad hurt puppy named Bella hiding behind your fake tough girl sociopath alter-ego.

    You really should go back to the institution you were at before. At least they kept you balanced and gave you grade A applesauce with your pills.

    Did the men in white coats touch you in all the right places and your phony beeper disorder caused fear of abandonment and you split? You must have broken their hearts.

    How do you live with yourself, Bella? Even someone without shame wouldn't keep your game up this long after being exposed, by no less your own permission. The only logical conclusion here is that you are fucked up crazy, beyond redemption. To claim you are a beeper would be like Houdini claiming he could do a trick or two. Your crazy is on a whole other level.

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  18. Hehe! Grade A applesauce? Viva inane, bilious rants...

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  20. Are psychopaths pessimistic thinkers? I would imagine so. It would be hard to believe a psychopath could commit heinous acts whilst being an optimist.

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  21. Also, I heard somewhere that psychopaths don't feel positive emotions and see the world as hostile and dangerous.

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  23. Note would have zero self esteem if his father was a narc and we all know he does not think lowly of himself.

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  24. Dr Erin is taking a day off due to emotional exhaustion.
    Today,I will broadcast the interview with Medusa M.
    She has consented to take Truth Serum.
    She wants to get at the roots of her potential disorder,if there is one *wink*

    We shall proceed with the interview.I have administered the Serum to her in an IV.
    When she awakes, she will not remember what she has said.

    This interview will be broadcast in parts.

    We will return after a commercial announcement for Tampax.

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  25. See all those shoe shiners? All had narcissistic parents.

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  26. erin we don't want to here your stupid interviews cos they're not funny.

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  27. Are psychopaths pessimistic thinkers? I would imagine so. It would be hard to believe a psychopath could commit heinous acts whilst being an optimist
    Also, I heard somewhere that psychopaths don't feel positive emotions and see the world as hostile and dangerous

    I am not a pessimist. I believe the outcome of most situations will be in my favor and 9/10 times it usually is.
    The world is hostile and dangerous for most. For me it's a playground where I can do whatever I feel like every single day.

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  28. malignant n parents = curt cobain

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  29. Dr Eros: Medusa, do you know what Gaslighting is?Please,explain.

    Medusa: Yes,Doctor.It is very subtle.I can Gaslight someone and a whole crowd will not know, just the target, I mean victim,ha ha

    Dr Eros:How do you do this, Medusa?

    Medusa: I build the person up.Then,I tear the person down. I tell the person to stand up and be strong.When the person does, *I* take them down, ha ha.

    Dr Eros: I see. It is covert warfare.,then.

    Medusa: Yes,Doctor.Only the poor chicken I am pecking to death knows the story.She doesn't,either,cuz I make her crazy.
    In the end,she is asking ME for advice because I have have messed her up so badly
    Ha ha ha ha ha

    Dr Eros: Hmmm, I see

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  30. Dr Eros: Do YOU see yourself as a Gaslighter,Medusa?

    Medusa: Yes and No, Doctor. I love to hurt WEAK, but I try to help WEAK, too.
    It is fucked up, Doc
    I guess, I am really fucked up
    Ha ha ha ha ha

    Dr Eros: You may wake up,now, Medusa.

    That is all for ,today
    This is Dr Eros
    Over and Out.

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  31. I can't believe how much of a muppet Erin is. I think she takes the grand prize for being the biggest nutter that has every been at sociopathworld. Yesterday she repeated herself over and over and over and over again calling herself a 'expert on malignant narciccism' when she had never even heard of the term till just a few days ago. She gets insulted by someone, smacks a psychological label on them, and repeats it over and over. No wonder her mum molested her. She was of no other use to society. She probably figured she minds well get something out of giving birth to her. I don't blame her mum at all.

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  32. Get off the stage, Erin. boring idiot.

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  33. malignant n parents = micheal jackson,curt cobain,ernest hemmingway

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  35. "Zwahq wiped your face with your ass,yesterday. Ha ha ha ha"

    yeah right, is that why he deleted all his comments?

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  37. i bet you can't even describe what a malignant narcissist is, erin. go ahead, i dare you.

    waiting.....

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  39. You've already lost it, honey.

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  41. Ha ha, great minds think a like

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  42. socio's do wear masks.

    nothing that you said describes what malignant narcissism is, you honesty don't what you're talking about and you've done zero research into the subject.

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  44. @erin

    please just read through this so that you have at least some idea of what you're talking about

    en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Malignant_narcissism

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  45. There's a been many witnesses to all of our interactions, and they've all been public.

    It's not like I'm one person in public on SW (nice), and another in private on SW (bully). That's not possible.

    If you see me as a malignant narc, then I would assume others would as well because they have access to the very same information that you do, and have seen all of our interactions.

    I see you've taken on a Vakninesque writing style. Interesting.

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  48. Some narcissists seek to imitate or even emulate their (ever changing) role models. It is as if by imitating the object of his envy, the narcissist BECOMES that object. So, narcissists are likely to adopt their boss' typical gestures, the vocabulary of a successful politician, the views of an esteemed tycoon, even the countenance and actions of the (fictitious) hero of a movie or a novel.

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  49. Vaknin quote above.

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  50. I see a lot of that here with people, not just with Erin.

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  51. Erin please step aside. there are others waiting in line. quit hogging.

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  53. "I see a lot of that here with people, not just with Erin."

    what do you mean?

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  54. i read vaknin, so i'm an expert.

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  55. Seriously Erin. Just stop talking.

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  56. That's just pathetic Zhawq. You deleted all your retarded little attempts at defending yourself from yesterday. What were you saying about not being able to feel embarrassment

    Wow, he must have felt really ashamed. The thing I have wondered about zWaq is whether he believes his own bollocks or not. The fact he went back and deleted all his comments shows he must not. Sometimes I can't wrap my head around how much a loser some people are. To write a entire blog on a lie seems excessive. Then again when you play online role playing games all day I guess there's no such thing as wasting time.
    xLx
    {~}

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  57. @Anon

    I was referring to the envy quote by Vaknin. Some people here adopt each others writing styles and sometimes, even views.

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  58. Yeah if Zhawq believed his own bullshit he'd probably be more consistent as well.

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  59. I think you like Medusa, Erin. I think you wish you could bff her.

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  60. This Zachkque guy came on another website, the one with that hippy doctor talking about awakening, and he attempted to get folk to open up to him about psychopathy. I was with a friend who frequents that place all the time and they were laughing hard at his novel of a rant. They knew nothing of Zakkch but even there smelled his bullshit. So yeah, he not only did it here, he brought it else where, as did Jason. Both of them were shunned, and they disappeared.

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  62. Lol. That's funny piles.

    Even Dave is mocking this guy now, I think we opened up the flood gates and all the Zhawq hate came pouring out. It's interesting really.

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  63. the one with that hippy doctor talking about awakening

    Can you provide a link? Preferably to where him and jason was shamed.

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  64. Google Zhawq (or, aka MrBlackster) for good time.

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  65. Well, at the moment we know he definitely has two, MrBlackster (aka Blackster) and Zhawq. I found out he was Zhawq because he fucked up while posting as Zhawq by answering one of Zhawq's question to him as Zhawq again. Except that he won't admit that he fucked up. All he did was give some lame ass excuse that Zhawq was drunk while posting (more like stupid). And now I suspect the person who posted this thread is also MrBlackster. Of course, MrBlackster will vehemently deny it because he hates to get caught out in his own game.
    His little 'experiment' was to lie to people here and see how many people he could fool into believing him. He came onto this site with the intention of turning people into fools, except that I didn't fall it and now he despises me. He has no idea how much of a fool he has made himself by trying to wear a 'mask' (pretending to be a psychopath) that just does not fit him at all.

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  66. looks as though EVERYONE is jumping on the ukan & mis bandwagon! :D

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  67. Wow the motherload. Why didn't I do this before.

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  68. @ Del

    Sorry about the questions, what about some sort of electronic tagging for day release prisoners?



    Obsidian
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    2011-02-20 15:43:31



    "God knows I've suspected it."

    This irony amuses me, what do you say, Delirius? :P



    Demon
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    2011-02-20 15:45:47



    Why do you consider it irony?

    I've accused Blackster of being a troll and a liar. So, it can't be that ironic that I've had suspicions about him.

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  69. NEWS: 33 year old mother who claims to be an aspie performs oral sex on her 2 year old daughter and webcasts.. Now convicted to 20 years.

    A woman convicted of sexually abusing her 2-year-old daughter and streaming the acts over the Internet to a teenager in the United Kingdom was sentenced to 20 years in prison.

    Thirty-three year-old Julie Carr was also convicted of producing child pornography and gross sexual assault and exploitation of a minor.
    "When I see child-pornography, I ask myself: Where are the parents? Where are the people who are supposed to be protecting the child?," U.S. District Court Judge John Woodcock said.

    The acts took place in June 2009 when Carr used a webcam to deliver four live videos of herself performing oral sex on her youngest daughter, according to the documents.
    The videos were sent to Nicholas Wilde, then 19, in West Midlands, England, after meeting on an internet dating site.
    They exchanged messages for approximately 10 hours over the month in which the crime occurred, accoridng to the documents.
    The videos were later discovered by British police after searching Wilde's home in relation to a separate child-pornography case.
    Police collaborated with American authorities to then identify and locate Carr, the documents said.
    Wilde was sentenced last year in England to nearly five years in prison for possessing child-pornography and inciting the sexual abuse of a child, according to West-Midlands police spokeswoman Hazel Steer.
    Wilde, who claimed to suffer from Asperger's syndrome -- a form of autism -- was ordered to sign the sexual offenders register and is banned from working with children for life.
    Meanwhile, Carr's four children have been removed from her custody, according to Assistant U.S. AttorneyTodd Lowell.
    "I want to say that I am sorry," she told the court. "I never meant to hurt anyone in my family, and I have regreted it ever since."
    Once released, Carr will receive a mandatory 10 years of supervision where along with checks for drugs and alcohol, her computer and internet use will be monitored, the documents said. She will also be registered as a sex offender.
    "I have always thought that possession is bad enough, but production is another level of true evil," Woodcock said.
    "Unequivocally, yours is the worst case I've ever seen."

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  70. "I found out he was Zhawq because he fucked up while posting as Zhawq by answering one of Zhawq's question to him as Zhawq again. Except that he won't admit that he fucked up"

    Just like he won't admit that he's fucked up now.

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  71. Wow these psychopaths came to the same conclusion we did. How funny. He also uses the name california.


    ireland
    Joined: May 1, '10
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    2011-02-12 14:37:50



    Explain your need to troll please?x



    california
    Joined: Aug 2, '10
    Status: Senior User

    2011-02-12 14:44:11



    Don't always think of it as trolling. Think of it as writing a story. Creating a character. It's quite beautiful actually.



    Demon
    Joined: Dec 1, '10
    Status: Senior User

    2011-02-12 15:10:31



    And again we go back to the question of whether cali is MrBlackster/Zhawq...



    ireland
    Joined: May 1, '10
    Status: Senior User

    2011-02-12 15:10:54



    Nicely said Cali.

    I often wonder if this forum was created by its owner,for the sole purpose of his own imagination and pleasure and he therefore has created most of the characters on here.x



    Demon
    Joined: Dec 1, '10
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    2011-02-12 15:12:03



    I highly doubt that, but it's an amusing thought.



    normal101
    Joined: Jan 13, '11
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    2011-02-12 15:16:36



    Explain your need to troll please?x


    It's his break time between playing World of Warcraft and pretending to be a psychopath on youtube.

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  72. Actuall that whole quote from Medusa is funny.

    "MrBlackster will vehemently deny it because he hates to get caught out in his own game."

    That's telling.

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  73. Hahaha. Everyone knows that he's a geek.

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  74. "Mr B/Z {blackster/zhawq}time to bow out gracefully dont you think? You rumbled yourself big time yesterday. But anyway, Obsidian called it ages ago. "


    Ha ha, he got embarrassed off this site as well! This is fucking epic.

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  75. It's his break time between playing World of Warcraft and pretending to be a psychopath on youtube.

    Yeah I saw that. I had to do a double-check to make sure it wasn't you who posted that comment.

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  76. Apparently he had made Mr. Blackster to advertise his blog and sing his praises just like Toxy and krayZ. What a fucking narcissist.

    normal101
    "Mr B/Z time to bow out gracefully dont you think? You rumbled yourself big time yesterday. But anyway, Obsidian called it ages ago."

    I have rumbled nothing, you idiot! Wake up.



    ireland
    Joined: May 1, '10
    Status: Senior User

    2011-02-12 16:57:40



    Mr B-Why did you post under the username Zhawq?x



    MrBlackster
    Joined: Jan 8, '11
    Status: Junior User

    2011-02-12 16:59:37



    ireland
    "Mr B-Why did you post under the username Zhawq?x"

    Why would I indulge you with an answer?



    normal101
    Joined: Jan 13, '11
    Status: New User

    2011-02-12 16:59:46



    Me wake up? As if more evidence is required butI'll indulge you: on both accounts you use the idiosyncratic f.ex. never seen it before.



    ireland
    Joined: May 1, '10
    Status: Senior User

    2011-02-12 17:17:37



    Mr B-Why not?x



    Demon
    Joined: Dec 1, '10
    Status: Senior User

    2011-02-12 17:25:32



    "You rumbled yourself big time yesterday. But anyway, Obsidian called it ages ago."

    I am the one who called it ages ago, not obs. He and Zhawq are one and the same. Yesterday's posts were only added proof of what I had already been suggesting when he first posted that link to the interview on his/Zhawq's blog.



    Demon
    Joined: Dec 1, '10
    Status: Senior User

    2011-02-12 17:28:51



    EDIT: I meant he as in MrBlackster and Zhawq are one and the same. Obviously. Just thought I should point that out.

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  77. Yeah I mentioned the Toxy and KrayZ thing three times yesterday and he refused to address it. It's funny because every one clocked it straight away because he doesn't bother to change his writing style and he practically worships himself with these characters. Looking at that outher forum, it looks like they saw through him the same say. You'd think that if he were a psychopath he'd be better at impersonations. What a fucking idiot.

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  78. "Zwaq exposed" Lol UKan.

    You could've at least spelled his name right for proper future googling.

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  79. I started off spelling it wrong on accident. He went fucking berzerk so I kept using it. Narcissistic rage.

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  80. Every narcissist has a little red button somewhere.
    David: Whore
    TNP: Narcissist
    Zhawq: Any misspelling of his name

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  81. From SW, yesterday:

    Haha. One of my acquaintances (well, private life friends) has a lot of experience with posting in different fora. And he tells me it's normal for the posters to suspect each other for having multiple accounts and having made multiple alternate personae that they use those accounts to portray.

    I asked him if it never showed, and he said that yes, of course it does. Most of these people are reasonably easy to find out (meaning it's reasonably easy to deduce who their alternate personae are. But the strange thing is that hardly nobody ever does!!

    Which means both those who9 blame and accuse others of hurting them while in hiding under a different persona, even they like it and thrive with this state of affairs.

    Personally I've had a lot of fun through when chatting with my friend. He will alert me to something someone wrote in a forum I haven't frequented for months. I imagine it must seem as if I'm a mind reader when I turn up exactly when they're talking about mt. Hehe

    My friend tells me it has also led to people thinking he and I are one and the same person (something I find especially interesting. '^L^,


    "My friend"... uh huh.

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  82. @Ukan
    Yeah right, I really get pissed when you call me a 'whore', that's why I called myself a whore on several occasions. Don't create ennemies for your own appetite Ukan, plenty of delusionals around here like zwaki. Stick to the rough stuff, it suits you.

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  83. @David
    ROLFL

    I need icons *a dancing man*

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  84. Strange how my profile picture sometimes changes without me doing anything.

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  85. I got the links, but don't know how to do the link thing.

    Zhacck made about 5 posts being freakishly nice trying to get people to "trust" him, and open up,(and he plugged his blog) but most of the people there lurk, read, and observe. If it smells like shit, and the scent becomes intolerable, they dispose of it. He disappeared before he could get raped verbally without lube though. More than likely because he wasn't getting the nutrients he receives from his blatant attention whoring.

    Jason was attempting trolling, but was called out, and then backed down because a chic exposed him.

    Here are them links (kinda):D
    Zak
    http://robert.ismouton.org/topic/977

    Jason
    http://robert.ismouton.org/topic/850

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  86. AmaDraque is another name of his. I just found a profile for his World Of Warcraft character. He role plays a female. He also has a Google + account with one friend and no posts. His only friend on his friend list is Brandon Sergent who lives in Ashland, Oregon on the border of california.

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  87. He's also a community member of Dungeons and Dragons online since may 2010

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  88. Does Zwang still seem 'real' to you, Erin? Like clean mountain air, freshly Massingiled?

    Wrapped up like a douche in the foreman of the night?

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  89. Leave Zhawq alone. He's a cool guy.

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  91. Him on the dungeon and dragons forum:

    Yeah, I've had many things I didn't know the meaning of even after years of playing some MMOs, even after I asked others what it meant. There is a tendency towards "Don't tell, don't ask" (in some games more than others).

    .......

    What does AC mean? 'A' would be 'Attack', but I can't quite figure out the meaning of the 'C'.

    AC = ...?

    Thanks in advance.


    Ps. The inter-player supportiveness in DDO is very high as compared to other MMOs out there, and I really appreciate it! ^L^,

    He's been playing these stupid online games for years. Gee zwaq, I thought you were doing time in prison.

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  92. Shutup notme, you are a sucker for every fraud that comes in here. No wonder your life is shitty.

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  93. Wow, I just found a post of his in the aspie forums. Proof he lied about being diagnosed with sociopathy. He's a fucking aspie:

    I'm Diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome (... and ADHD), and anxiety has been a permanent thing since my early teens, with the wellknown churning at solar plexus (a sort of negative, massively enhanced "butterflies") even as I write this. It may sound strange, but I've actually learned to "ignore" my anxiety in some situations when I'm not overwhelmed.

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  94. Ukan, why do you have a blog without anything on it? Kinda pointless no?

    Zhawq is interesting.

    And don't judge my life. You don't know it.

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  95. When did he say he was released from prison? I rember him saying that he only really started with the internet when he got out. So this online gaming thing really puts a hole in that story. Who the fuck is going to play WoW in prison?

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  96. Aspergers makes sense. He has no understanding of sarcasm.

    Zhawq you should really just leave now.

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  97. End Game:
    His real name is Puzelle T. Hansen. He wrote it on a article on eating disorders and said that he has a weight problem.
    Zhwaqs live journal

    His name is on the bottom

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  98. He lives in denmark. That's pretty surprising actually

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  99. Zwang is a 52 year-old uneducated, unemployed and unmarried woman and her name is Puzelle T. Hansen. She lives in Denmark. She has an eating disorder (eats too much, has a weight-gain problem). Has ADHD and Asperger's.

    Truth.

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  100. can you re-post that link, ukan or medusa?

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  101. The first is confirmation it's him. He uses Zhawq Amadraque on World of Warcraft. In live journal I thought it might not be him because the person is from denmark and I didn't think he was from there. However, once I saw they talked about psychopathy there was no doubt. The dates also match up to when he only used the name Amadraque and not Zhawq (Like on this site http://chubbicupcake.blogspot.com/2010/11/quick-important-explanation.html?zx=bb19f9b2fa2ffda4):



    http://amadraque.livejournal.com/2668.html

    http://amadraque.livejournal.com/2530.html

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  102. Denmark

    Yeah, that's sounds about right. Back when he commented on one of my poems, it said on my stats, the audience was from Denmark.
    No one from there had visited before that.

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  103. He used to go by Amadraque here. And he had yet another psychopath blog under that name which he since abandoned.

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  104. Wow even I didn't expet him(Her) to be that pathetic. I'm sure he's going to come back and call us all delusional children. It's over for him though.

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  105. I picked up on a Scandinavian-ish vibe somewhat through his writing style. And I've said Asperger's since the beginning.

    He was all, "that's what you'd like to think, eh?"

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  106. @Medusa
    Are you kidding? Is zwaki a fat woman with a burger addiction? Do you have her address? We should send her a pizza with the compliments of SW.

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  108. Holy crap I've missed a lot. Oh SW how I've missed your drama.

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  109. I think Zhawq is a transvestite take a look at this from the aspie forum:

    "... with the exception of the State of Denmark, Scandinavia! ;)

    Truth is there aren't many places where it's easy to be different per se (be it trans-gender or just Asperger's, or even ADHD). But big cities are less horrible. Problem with that is, of course, that one doesn't always have a say in where to live - at least not pre eighteen yrs of age."

    The excessive use of smiley faces in every single forum shows feminine traits either way

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  111. I think the cool clean air was Aspergers

    I agree.

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  112. This is even better than the GRK exposure. A overweight transvestite aspie from Denmark who plays Dungeons and Dragons and World of Warcraft!

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  113. If zwaki is a 52y old female burger addict with some writing skills then imagine what some must be like around here.

    Erin, are you a 68y anorexian pedofile with a drug addiction?

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  114. If I should describe what I'm really about in one word, it would be: Transcendence. - I have no education, no fortune and no family. I also have no job. - I do have Asperger's Syndrome, though, so there is at least something I have. I also have a decently high IQ, and I like to think I have humor as well. I love to laugh, but then, I love many things. I'm a pretty intense person, and people tend to either like me a lot or hate me, rather than being indifferent. I value a few close friends rather than a large group of acquaintances. I believe in diversity, but will go far to protect my loved ones. I am a loner more than a party-bird.

    Interests (12):
    asperger syndrome, culture, eating disorders, history, languages, mythology, neuro-psychology, people with real integrity, philosophy, transcendence., weight loss, writing


    I'm starting to feel bad/pity for him/her now. Pretty sad.

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  115. His/her wolf emblem is on the chubbi cupcake site for weight loss there is no doubt that all of this is true. This is fucking epic. I can't stop laughing.

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  117. lol. I like Zhawq though. No need to be unnecessarily hard on him. His blog is interesting and so is he.

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  119. And neither are you, as you are born again.

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  123. I am a self-hating Jew. ;P ooh controversialllll.

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  124. The only people you like in here have all been proven losers notme. It tells me a lot about who you are.

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  125. I found this on a weight loss forum which backs up everything else:

    "Zhawqsays:June 25, 2011 at 3:25 am

    I like how some of the girls seem to have gotten their hands on some of my wardrobe. The gray & black vertical striped one, I don’t know how many years back it was that I bought two that looks exactly like that, and I still wear them from time to time. Some clothes don’t ever get out of fashion."

    He must be a woman or tranny.

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  127. An overweight transvestite presenting himself on the net as a psychopathic killer. It just doesn't make any sense or this guy is the joke of the year.

    He/she probably lives in a tiny flat with nothing else to do then eating microwaved burgers and fantasize on the internet. It's so pathetic it's hardly funny.

    That must be how he looks like on a night out; http://www.advocate.com/News/Daily_News/2009/12/07/Real_Women_Have_Curves/

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  128. 'I don’t know how many years back it was that I bought two that looks exactly like that'

    he must have bought them when he was supposed to be in prison. :)

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  129. @Erin
    Don't let Medusa fool you, we're both MOT, that's a bound that goes without speaking no matter what country we live in or where we communicate. You can always mail me at david.socio01@gmail.com You've seen me, it would be nice to see your picture.

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  132. You know just the aspie/dungeons and dragons thing was enough to have me laugh. This overweight tranny thing is just killing me. I can't fucking believe it, this is beyond hilarious. Good show everyone.

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  134. Haha. I think Zhawq might have dyed his skin as well:

    "You can alter your skin colorto some extent by cosmetic interventions. You don't say anything about your actual skin color. There're many black tones. If you're very light skinned you can use self tan, for example, and add make up to make your face look darker skinned.

    I believe it is possible to alter your skin color permanently, but I will not recommend it."

    From yahoo answers.

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  135. You guys are reaching with the tranny/skin color stuff. Don't go overboard or it will weaken your case. There's already plenty enough anyway.

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  137. Geezus. Have you ever read Zhwaq's blog. It's pretty comprehensive. That's a shit ton of effor to go through for some anonymous internet attention if it's all fake.

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  138. "That's a shit ton of effor to go through for some anonymous internet attention if it's all fake."

    Yeah but what else has a fat, unemployed, unmarried woman got to do all day? And she's not getting much attention by the way.

    It's said that aspies focus on topics and delve deeply into them. Thats what Zwang did with psychopathy.

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  139. Well, Jean is unemployed and a loner and has plenty of time, Haven.

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  140. It's her/his own words, Medusa, with his name, his profile photo, and his smiley faces. If people don't believe it they can look at the links themselves. There is no denying it at this point.

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  141. Blackster and Zhawq are one in the same. Its quite evident.... both are morons. ;)

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  142. My ex boyfriend has a nephew, who's an aspie. He says when he gets involved in some project, it totally consumes him. Nothing else exists for him.

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  143. Are all sociopaths conspiracy theorists or is that an unrelated trait??

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  144. @Mis... Truth. Just sayin'. Can you imagine if someone put that kind of effort into something worthwhile? There could be an actual accomplishment of some kind. Any kind. The pointless waste of effort is staggering.

    Thanks Medusa!

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  145. It explains why s/he writes those long boring comments or when s/he had to respond to every line that critisized it with a paragraph each.

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  146. "Truth. Just sayin'. Can you imagine if someone put that kind of effort into something worthwhile? There could be an actual accomplishment of some kind. Any kind. The pointless waste of effort is staggering."

    Thats Zwang for you. ^L^

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  147. Pittekitt is from that other site we found earlier where they found out s/he was a fraud.

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  148. This whole thing is just depressing.

    That is one very very lonely woman.

    I feel bad for her, that she needs to go this far.

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  149. "I feel bad for her"

    Why? It's funny isn't it?

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  150. Eden, now maybe you see why erasing your internet footprint is not such a bad idea after all ;)

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  151. What?! This is hilarious. I don't see how you're not laughing yourself to tears right now.

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  152. empath: I feel bad for her

    sociopath: Why? It's funny isn't it?

    other sociopath: What?! This is hilarious. I don't see how you're not laughing yourself to tears right now.

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  153. Reality has never made it this far in SW before. Usually it's bullshit, what with Tyler and Erin Pavlina. It's weird.

    vw: depsyco

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  154. Well that was a obvious frame up. That wasn't meant as a exposure that was meant to confuse.

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  157. Oh, there is my honour, I thought I lost it somewhere ...

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  158. I saw that coming. Erin you are a idiot.

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  159. Erin, you really should have known better.

    It's definitely you, too.

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  161. Erin = Ami.

    She used to use that name here.

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  162. Egads did she seriously fall for that? Deserves whatever she gets, moron.

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  165. "The fact that you found my website among all the thousands of other psychic websites could be simple random chance, but I think we both know life doesn't really seem to work that way. There is an old adage that says, “Everything happens for a reason,” and I really believe that works out to be true more often than not."

    Lol.

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  167. Erin = Ami.

    She used to use that name here.


    Holy shit I can't believe I didn't put that together.

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  169. Oh Geezus, read her Frequent Questions. Do people really ask these things or are you just trying to flesh out your site to give yourself some faux credibility?

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  170. Honestly I thought she would be sexy. Usually crazy women are. She is terrible looking. Like a old crow.

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  172. "Phone Reading are $39.99 per half hour."

    You could learn a thing or two from Erin when it comes to conning Dave.

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  173. I wouldn't fuck her with David's cock.

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  174. Not too bad looking from what I can tell from this blurry picture, definitely comes from money.

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  175. Whatever Erin, I think you knew Dave would post it. You've been wanting to show off your website for a while now.

    I think you are happy this happened for some reason, and now you are doing a "silly me!" act.

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  176. @Mis
    Talking chitchat for 80$/hour? My psyche probably couldn't take that, I guess I would kill myself within 6 months.

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  178. She was desperate to get attention since Zhwaq took it all today. Pathetic

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  179. Medusa is right, Ami, you can tell by your reaction you did this on purpose you ugly old maid. You were hoping people thought you looked pretty. You were wrong.

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  180. Ok Erin, I will believe you.

    Did your husband physically abuse you? That is the gist I get.

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