Monday, May 26, 2014

Self-deception

From a reader:
I’m not a sociopath, but I’m sure the sentiments expressed here can be appreciated by those who are. Somewhat recently, I came to a point of reflection in my life, and what I saw in the mirror wasn't at all what I'd thought it to be when I was younger. I'd always believed myself to be a good person--honest to a fault, and happily willing to help others in need. But after a few years of struggle, I came to realize that I was lying to myself so I could lie to others without feeling guilty. I helped others to help myself maintain my own sense of self worth through the false image I'd created.

This realization was sparked by a significant breakup that left me feeling betrayed and vulnerable, which caused my true colors to surface. I sabotaged my ex's new relationship with half-truths spoken in a heart-felt manner to her boyfriend, and I worked tirelessly to position myself in a spot where he couldn't be rid of me without coming off as an unreasonable asshole. After nearly two years of that delicate balancing act, I reached a point where I had my ex doing household chores for me at no cost, more or less whenever I requested it. I did it for the sense of power it gave me, and I relished the thought of the pain it must be causing the father of her child. Every time she came over, a large fight between them would, and still does, break out, and I loved every minute of it. After a while, he refused to hang out with me, saying that being around me made him nauseous. After further probing my ex, I found out he was having nightmares about me. It was enthralling, but even while I was caught up in the intoxication of revenge, I went through a difficult internal struggle trying to make sense of the conflict between who I believed myself to be and how much I enjoyed what I was doing.

In the end, I was forced to accept the facts. I liked hurting him. I liked controlling her. I loved the thought of her staying in a dead-end relationship, never finding satisfaction. I liked having my things done for me for free. It wasn't about righting wrongs, nor was it about friendship. The glee I felt at the thought of it all wasn't something I could just sweep under the rug. But acceptance wasn't easy to come by, because I'd always believed very strongly in the ideas of right and wrong. It was the basis of the hatred I came to realize that I felt for my ex and her boyfriend, and without those very morals which would call my actions into question, I had no way to justify what I was doing. Freedom from that conflict required a paradigm shift in my perceptions of me and the world at large.

But accepting these parts of me, and realizing that they needed no justification, caused a dramatic shift in my life. I'm calmer, more laid back, and I'm easier to get along with. I'm more prone to compromise, and little things don't bother me so much. It's hard to believe that acceptance of such dark aspects of my personality could bring me so much peace, but with it has come such a great release of anger, toward both myself and others, that I'm left feeling like I'm on a permanent vacation. When I cause pain to those who have harmed me, or symbolically trade nic-nacs for bars of solid gold, I no longer feel a sense of glee, nor am I wracked with guilt about it. I simply look at the world, and the phrase which best describes what I feel is, "All is as it should be." That feeling has brought with it many significant benefits in nearly every aspect of my life, from career all the way to romance. And to this day, my chores are still done for me by the woman who inadvertently freed me from myself. I can't imagine going back to that life of self-delusion. I only wish that everyone could learn to shed their false skins, so they could find out what lies inside and learn to truly love it. The world would be a much happier place.

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    1. This report is another manipulative attempt to relativize the bad. True to the motto "aren't we all bad?"
      I see sociopathy as a personality disorder and kind of illness. A complete lack of sympathy with other human beeings at best. Underneath there's a lust to inflict pain, to defeat and destroy. To live "normally" these tendencies must be hidden with the mask.

      Without simpathy, manipulation is the only way for socios to communicate with other people. This way people are considered objects.

      Sociopaths see the feelings, the soul and the worldview of these "objects" as week, naive and ridiculous. They have contempt and a sense of superiority. That's why they generally prefer their sociopathic condition.

      For non-socios, to deal with sociopaths without knowing that you deal with a socio, is emotionally dangerous and can be harmful, because the acting and manipulative character will not be recognized.

      If the sociopathy is known, it should be easier for the normotypical to protect themselves if staying emotionally detached.

      Socios try to improve their manipulation techniques in order to have better "outcomes". That is a risk. They lack important stop-tools not to overuse people. And they probably underestimate the tolerance and awareness of manipulation and hostile behaviour.

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    2. You write about sociopaths as if they are always unkind, selfish, manipulative and chasing after some sensual pleasure. As if they are always pushing things to 11.

      Your description suggests that you aren't trying to describe things as they are so much as scapegoat a bunch of people you don't like - likely so you can feel superior.

      In reality, people don't always behave their most anti-social.

      Sociopaths working as litigators, commuting from court to the office to bars? They are indeed living in a snakepit. Expect things to get ugly.

      Sociopaths that have kicked their drug & alcohol habits and aren't hanging out with litigators and bankers? Not so awful. They might easily decide to help you out of a jam just to entertain themselves.

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    3. @ anon 1.59
      You write about sociopaths as if they are always unkind, selfish, manipulative and chasing after some sensual pleasure. As if they are always pushing things to 11.
      - substitute always by can be very

      Your description suggests that you aren't trying to describe things as they are so much as scapegoat a bunch of people you don't like - likely so you can feel superior.
      - I do not dislike sociopaths.
      - scapegoat? For what?

      In reality, people don't always behave their most anti-social.
      - absolutely right

      Sociopaths working as litigators, commuting from court to the office to bars? They are indeed living in a snakepit. Expect things to get ugly.
      - reduce manipulation 50%

      Sociopaths that have kicked their drug & alcohol habits and aren't hanging out with litigators and bankers? Not so awful. They might easily decide to help you out of a jam just to entertain themselves.
      - yes, that is nice.


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  2. From all the details, what intrigued me the most was how exactly he managed to keep his ex doing chores for him. This doesn't fit with the picture.

    By the way... such an intense personality change...

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  3. To a certain degree I believe that we all deceive ourselves, all of the time, because all is not as it 'should' or 'should not' be but merely as it is *shrug*

    However to my mind this sounds like the words of a garden-variety angry person, who's trying to justify to himself that he really is taking his power back, by expending all of his power holding on to his past.

    Without feelings of glee, or guilt, I can only guess there is obsession.

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  4. I can easily imagine a dominated relative/wife/friend doing it, but an ex? Maybe if she perceives him as handicapable or very ill. Also, she's the one who dumped him, wich makes it even weirder.

    @Glish
    That'd be my first guess, too.

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  5. out of every TV personality I've seen, bill O' reilly is the most manipulative by far, he scares the weaker guests and kisses up to powerful people, If that isn't a sociopath I don't know what is.

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  6. off topic:

    do any of the S's here have any distinct and unique physical features?

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  7. It's cool that this guy told his story. It raises the bar around here so when so called sociopaths brag about stuff they have to come up with worse shit to say to top the empath that kicked their asses.

    This is a bar raiser.

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  8. I have one green eye and one blue eye. it's called heterochroma or something like that. When I was little my nick name was "husky" because of this, seeing as that breed of dogs has the same thing alot of the time.

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  9. did he reformeded?

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  10. i've always wanted multi coloured eyes, only i want mine to be red like blood and orange like fire. i'd settle for green and blue.

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  11. Stalin & HitlerApril 5, 2011 at 6:02 AM

    Deprived childhoods, violent fathers, adoring mothers, problems with women and paranoia.

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  12. I have similar eyes to you misanthrope except I had blue eyes till I was about 13; then one eye became green/yellow, and the other is a light blue/green
    Never sure why that happened...

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  13. intoxication of revenge.

    Yeah, about the reson's theres chores still being done. And more from Amoralbeing's views

    Also: what do all yous the difference between revenge and justice.

    Have something to do with code, maybe?

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  14. Anon. Yeah it isn't always present at birth it can be acquired as well. My eyes have always been this way though. It grabs people's attention straight away which is a good thing. Alot of people will stare into my eyes without even realising they're. that they're doing it. Hypnotic in a way.

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  15. Anonymous Anonymous said...

    off topic:

    do any of the S's here have any distinct and unique physical features?

    April 5, 2011 4:35 AM

    Answer: A large penis and multi-colored eyes.

    By the way, when I speak to you unmasked, what is the difference between myself and an aspie in that instant?

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    1. Please explain "unmasked" in detail...

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  16. Something like this makes me wonder if a S can be made rather then born. I know he isn't an S but he did pick up some of the traits it seems. Even if they are self delusional. The self delusional question is one everyone should stay away from. I realize being a S is partly genetic and partly environmental(Probably). I remember very clearly as a child being different then I am now. As a small child that is. I did little things like stealing others toys and getting people to do what I wanted. I was highly intelligent it got me noticed all the time and I was mature for my age. For the most part though I don't think I did anything out of the ordinary. Around the age of 8 life got really harsh. That is when I think it all changed for me. I could be cruel I lost fear of consequences and by at the age of 12 I cried for the last time. After that I just had lots and lots of anger. My teenage years were blistered with me seemingly trying to raise the very depths of hell. I don't know if I was born the way I am or made.

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  17. your ex-husband's wife records your conversations, you should do a search. You sound like a narcissist to me btw.

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  18. Wet, what gave you that clue? "All is as it should be"? lol

    I was thinking along the lines of betrayed aspie actually. I could be wrong.

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  19. to sum up:
    life is better when you know (and accept) yourself.

    i've also recently found some satisfaction in a hobby i last did over 10 years ago - wandering around when i can't sleep practicing with my lock-picks. i'm a bit rusty now, and there are too many mushroom-beveled pins these days, but it's still fun :)

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  20. Welcome again Res.

    http://www.amazon.com/b?ie=UTF8&node=553176

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  21. I learnt how to pick locks a long time ago. I don't know if you're interested in stealing anything but if you're having trouble a lock pick gun makes it a lot easier. You can order them cheap online.

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  22. Mail Writer,

    my good man, have a piece of Narcissism... bill is on me! ;)


    I almost wish you were a psychopath - or a sociopath. There's a tend around here that has it you can't be a Sociopath or a psychopath and also be intelligent AND express yourself intelligently.

    Ach, the burden of intellect!

    But sarcastic joking aside, I like your ability to having broken through that self-defensive wall that kept you from understanding yourself.

    I'm trying to do this very same thing these days. I don't believe I'll ever feel or think I've been 'bad'.

    The Dark within us is necessary for the Light to have something to shine on, and that's why the dark sides in me aren't bad. They just 'are'.

    I can't see it in any other way, and it's good to find a more neurotypical individual can see it in this 'light' also.

    - And no, you're not a typical Narcissist. You couldn't be, or you'd be bound to hide from the truth forever.

    Your intellect and that drive towards knowledge, or understanding, are the factors that saves you. I really believe you'll be fine.

    Thank you for sharing, it was an interesting - and an amusing - read.

    Good luck ahead!... ^L^,

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  23. Where is the line drawn between who you believe yourself to be and who you really are? In believing yourself something does that not make it your reality?


    Who I am, who I see myself to be, who I want to be... are all very different things at times. I'm envious of that calm realization. I'm not much interested in this particular process of finding it though.

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  24. Glish:

    "Without feelings of glee, or guilt, I can only guess there is obsession."

    Indeed, you saw it right.

    And the first passage of your post says it well.


    Kesu,

    for what it's worth: Sociopaths are born/made/result of Nurture rather than Nature (though both aspects are obviously involved).

    Psychopaths are born/Nature (but also partially a result of Making or Nurture).

    AsPD in this respect are like Sociopaths, but the condition differs in some fundamental respects.

    This is the definition I adhere to, because it makes sense and helps setting things straight where otherwise there's so much confusion (which is needless and only annoying).

    and...


    Adam,

    before you can say anything you little shit head: I know, I should have a little shit head to nag me every time there's something I should've done but couldn't be bothered to do.

    Thing is, I've had a lot of you to nag me. I keep buying new ones, but end up killing them. So I've given up, you're too expensive with all the beer you crave, and school money, video game accounts and what not.

    But at least you did it this time, and I got my brand new avatar (not perfect, but it'll have to do for now).

    Get yourself a beer, it's on me! (you can make a note on that).

    Good boy!... ;)

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  25. Anon 8:32,

    "Also: what do all yous the difference between revenge and justice."

    Justice is indifferent, impersonal, Revenge is emotional, personal.

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  26. lol "yous". When I speak philosophically I am speaking to all of yous on this blog.

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  27. @zhawq I was more getting at the fact I don't know if it was an inevitable outcome or something I was pushed to. I understand that it is part this part that but I don't know what my real progenitor is.

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  28. @Zhawq

    I am going to do a bit of projecting here so stay with me.

    I think the reason why you get insulted so much is because of the underground sociopath/psychopath match around here.

    Basically the person who sounds the most evil, and the most methodological, wins.

    It pisses me and others off so much that there exist someone out there who not only can use anyone, but can do it in a speedy fashion, cleaning up and getting away with it. You also get to grab a beer at the end of the day, and still come back and make the kids sob.

    So congratulate yourself. You got the emotions of so many people miles away at your disposal, and you didn't even have to try.

    It must be some aura.

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  29. People also seem to attack those with superior verbal IQ's.

    That could also be a factor since you are very sophisticated and sometimes ambiguous in your writing.

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  30. "And no, you're not a typical Narcissist. You couldn't be, or you'd be bound to hide from the truth forever."


    Exremely true, if a narcissist accepted themselves they couldn't live.

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  31. Jason:

    "Basically the person who sounds the most evil, and the most methodological, wins."

    Illusion, my friend. Don't believe it.


    "It pisses me and others off so much"

    That's why they get to you. If they sense you get pissed off, that's what they'll cling to.

    I've pretty much been there when I was younger, though in all honesty I was a lot more antisocial than that. But let that be.

    The point is: If this kind of thing pisses you off I have a little tip for you (I know it works, I've given it to others and they came back telling me it worked):

    Go straight to the comment window, write what you have to say, hit 'Enter', and leave the other kids to their own mess.


    "So congratulate yourself."

    I do that many times everyday, if not exactly in words. It's more like a constant knowledge that sits at heart of my self confidence, which is not lacking in any way.


    "You got the emotions of so many people miles away at your disposal"


    Whoa. Those are very nice words, Jason, I am tempted to wish they were true. I would invite you visit my blog, there should be plenty of information about my emotional capacities... at least it's my intention.

    Only few diagnosed psychopaths do what I am doing at present, and I hope it'll be of use to others (and well, I already know it is).


    "That could also be a factor since you are very sophisticated and sometimes ambiguous in your writing."

    That was what I was trying to convey. Not really because any of the chatter that you call insults really bother me. I do this because I hope to pave a little room along the way for adult Sociopaths, Psychopaths, Empaths, maybe psychologists, ie., to get a word in.

    I.o.w. I'm trying to do both M.E., myself, and M.E.'s and my own readers some good by showing there're other sides to being a Sociopath or - such as myself - a Psychopath.

    Those who 'insult' are not worth all that good emotion, Jason. You see, they don't have much emotion to run by themselves, but even worse: They don't have intellect either.

    You have some of both, and that can be your force, your strength.

    Me, I have my intellect and my self confidence in the knowledge that I have already proven myself many, many times in my own life. So I am not feeling personally insulted (I'm not even sure if insulting me is what they mean to do, but it doesn't matter).

    People like me don't get easily insulted, but we can tend to play along just to stir up things a little - IF there's nothing better around. - It's that nagging uninspired state the professionals call 'psychopaths' proneness to get bored'.


    Here is how you can know me:

    There're periods when I don't comment at all. That's when I'm busy living offline.

    There're periods when I comment but don't respond to the wannabe kids. That's when I'm busy living my life offline AND doing my thing online to my own entertainment and fulfillment.

    Then there're the odd few days now and then when I respond to the kids, show'em I'm better at their game than they are (I already outed Adam April 1st, f.x. and have been rubbing his face in the fact yesterday and again today, mentioning my avatar).

    The last category, I'll admit, it can be slightly annoying to see when even the smarter ones don't get it. I take note of that, then I move on.

    It's not a big issue, Jason, and I'm sure you'll be alright, pal! ;)

    (Ps. And don't for a moment think I didn't understand perfectly what you were saying. I also appreciate it. But I would try to further things to another level, hence my slight turning of tables. It was meant in a friendly way! *s*)

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  32. "People also seem to attack those with superior verbal IQ's."


    Their attacking him because they think he is below them, in general. Why would it have anything to do with a verbal IQ?

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  33. @anon From my experience this place is kind of like a massive dog pile where all the dogs are humping each other in an orgy type fashion for superiority. The moment one starts to get a foot atop the pile the other dogs turn around and pull him back into the pile. An endless parade of tactics, attacks, and counter attacks. So anything that looks likes it could represent superiority is immediately attacked. Of course the weapons used are wits so intelligent words are the equivalent of bullets.

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  34. what the fuck did you expect, kesu? a sociopath will try to gain power wherever he goes, even an internet blog.

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  35. someone said that you can tell who the real sociopaths are, because they're the one's who come here and 'take shit over'. that's damn straight if you ask me. they're the ones who seem the most aggressive and start ascerting dominance all over the place. they are like dogs, and they piss all over everyone else to mark their territory. they think that the blog revolves around them, and it's not even their own!

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  36. I gave an answer to your question you retard. Go find a fucking down syndrome forum because you obviously have that condition.

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  37. that wasn't my question, retard.

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  38. that is true kesu, even when there is a new person with a story they are attacked.

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  40. a man (/woman) can define himself by his actions rather than his thoughts. i was in conflict for a long time between the person i wanted to be and the person that i naturally am.
    my actions for a long time were mostly those that i thought were the ones the person i wanted to be would do. inside i knew that it wasn't how i really wanted to live my life, but the narc in me liked to know that my actions (logically chosen to be the perfect decisions) were superior to the fallible humans i encountered every day.

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  41. @anon 4:29 Yes it did. You just lack the intellect to read it. Fucking get some reading comprehension skills. The words subtle and abstract have nothing to do with you. Jesus do you have to have everything S-P-E-L-L-E-D out to you?

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  42. it must be great missing a conscience, abusing anyone you like and not feeling bad. i envy you =/

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  43. One in every two million people is a true psychopath.

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  44. @Anon 4:26... I tend to note the 'real socios' here as NOT the ones trying to 'take shit over'. Discuss, yes. Assert their opinions, yes. But I doubt most of them care enough about some blog to need to take it over. You may be confusing them with the narcs. Just a thought.

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  45. Srsly, I'm drinkin and it's dead here. wtf?

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  46. TheNotableNigerian said...
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    April 4, 2011 7:49 PM

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  47. I'm back faggots, what did i miss?

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  48. Not a whole lot. It's dead.

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  49. Hah, what you drinking?

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  51. Vodka. Avoiding the drugs I"m supposed to be taking. My self-medication is way better.

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  52. Zhawq,

    This new picture somehow made you sound better too. Keep it and keep it up.

    Are you by any chance 53 years old?

    Why do you think you're a psychopath? That word scares me, what will you do scary anytime soon?

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  53. Bored as hell too Haven. I'll drink with yah.

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  54. ResCogitans writes "a man (/woman) can define himself by his actions rather than his thoughts . . . my actions for a long time were mostly those that i thought were the ones the person i wanted to be would do. inside i knew that it wasn't how i really wanted to live my life"

    How beautifully self-reflective, Res. The ultimate game - Master of Self - the authentic power.

    The writer of the today's letter is not a sociopath. He is just a neuro-typical who found some balance in playing with his instinctual shadow. With that said I will say that he can also take this to a place of being out of balance, which would require another paradigm shift of perception.

    He writes"I only wish that everyone could learn to shed their false skins, so they could find out what lies inside and learn to truly love it. The world would be a much happier place."

    In this case, love is the most transformative power. And I am not being sentimental. Profound self-exceptance and to the harsh realities in the world is a fierce path.

    Who has time to be bored, with all this need for self-acceptance and harsh realities to contend with?

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  56. "In this case, love is the most transformative power. And I am not being sentimental. Profound self-exceptance and to the harsh realities in the world is a fierce path."

    Are you one who has taken that path? Or did you find a way to con your way around it?

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  57. Are you accepting yourself in a purely platonic way to avoid the harshness that comes with loving the monster within you?

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  58. Woot Kesu! F thinking. Everything is funnier this way

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  59. Haven and Kesu, I'll take a Grey Goose Gimlet with fresh lime, please.

    Jason, everyone has the ability to con their own minds. Buddhist call it taming the monkey mind. The same mechanism which one can use to con for personal gain can also be used to aid or push forward an ideal.

    Coning is kind of a shell game, yes?

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  60. "In this case, love is the most transformative power. And I am not being sentimental. Profound self-exceptance and to the harsh realities in the world is a fierce path."

    Dude, this shit just fucks you hard. Opening yourself up just lets people in that want to screw with you.

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  61. @Soulful... I've got GreyGoose with lemon. almost there! Cheers

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  62. Everyone loves the Godzilla in old Japanese films.

    Perhaps loving the monster takes away some of the harshness.

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  63. Gorzilla! Kill Crush Destroy! How can you n ot love that!

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  64. Party on dear warrioress! Lemon needs a little sugar and we will be just FINE!

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  65. "Who has time to be bored, with all this need for self-acceptance and harsh realities to contend with?"

    Me

    @Haven and Soul Fuck that shit. We are doing vodka bombs. Because I got a shitload of monster energy drinks. I live off these things.

    @jason I personally don't get the whole shadow thing. I have a personal demon inside me but there is no shaking hands with that... I can't let that thing out of it's cage. It already nearly consumed me once.

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  66. Vodka bombs it is. 1 2 3 GO!

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  67. @Jason... You can love the monster inside you all you want. It's still gonna lurk under your bed waiting to pull you down when the lights go out.

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  68. Haven said . . . Dude, this shit just fucks you hard. Opening yourself up just lets people in that want to screw with you.

    I will personally curse all the bad people who picked the wrong woman to mess with. They will come back in their next lifetime as obedient civil servants.

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  69. Aw Soul, that'd rock. I have a few to go on that list, but one is already doomed to civil service for eternity so I think that's justice coming through in the end afterall ahahha

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  70. My other aunt is an idiot, I'm extra nice to her when she is over but I use her as a person to boast to. I ridicule her because she pays for these spiritual healers. I teach her about life, I tell her what she should be doing what wrong things she is doing, she comes to me with questions about her relationships, and asks me to tell her why her boyfriends are acting strange. I told her she's too clingy and acts overly nice, she always has to be in a relationship, she has a bitch in there somewhere I seen it and it fits her better. I give her amazing advice, I'm going to start charging her.

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  71. If she comes to you for advice Adam she really must be an idiot.

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  72. adams other auntApril 5, 2011 at 8:13 PM

    You are amazing

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  73. Adam is a nice dude on some days.

    Others I wonder if someone else uses his name.

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  74. Haven's drunk. Loving it. Though i really shouldn't be encouraging you. :D
    And vodka! Good girl. Fuck wine. :D

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  75. HEY HAVEN, REMEMBER ME? FEELING LUCKY?

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  76. Speaking of vodka. M.E should make a post about the effect of alcohol on the already impulse-control deficient Psychopaths/Sociopaths/ASPD'ers

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  77. shut up razor blade. go cut your own penis off. you sure dont need it.

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  78. were you ever a cutter, notme?

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  79. no. but i have fiendish need to go all britney on myself and shave my head. i dont though.

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  80. i thought all beepers cut?

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  81. O man. Me drunk = one crazy ass night. Last time I got shit faced I end up driving 80 down these side streets taking turns at close to 50 miles an hour and trying to fuck everything that moved. Hilarious night. Me high and drunk.... Shit blows up. I get destructive.

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  82. No. not all do that Anon. A lot do though.

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  83. I don't drink but when I do i usually get arrested.

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  84. i heard that most beeper chicks are lesbian.

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  85. I don't always drink but when I do.... I beat my wife and children severely.

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  86. Most? I don't know. Haven't read about the percentages. I know they aren't all lesbians, like most lesbians are probably not beepers.
    I'm pretty straight. But I have been attracted to females. I just like men way more.
    We aren't all clones you know.

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  87. Kesu:

    "An endless parade of tactics, attacks, and counter attacks. So anything that looks likes it could represent superiority is immediately attacked. Of course the weapons used are wits so intelligent words are the equivalent of bullets"

    You've done some damn good posting today! ;)


    deize:

    "Zhawq,

    This new picture somehow made you sound better too. Keep it and keep it up."

    lol. That's because I've attached hypnotic audio files sub-hearing level to make you THINK I sound better. ;)


    "Are you by any chance 53 years old?"

    Have you been looking through my hidden files? Nope, I'm 43, but I look like a 33 (no kiddin' either, ha!). Why do you ask?


    "Why do you think you're a psychopath?"

    After having been diagnosed several times with years in between one tends to start believing that shit.

    Actually I didn't believe it for many years. I've always felt I'm a good person and I couldn't connect the word 'psychopath' with the word 'good'.

    I actually tried to get the diagnosis recanted last year (I was diagnosed in prison and now I found one outside to do the assessment). So sure was I that my diagnosis would be recanted, that I even posted here on this blog that it had already been so.
    Imagine my rage when they completely refused altering as much as a comma in my diagnosis, lol.

    But at least it spurred me on to finally do some deeper research on what Psychopathy really is. And by learning that I've learned so much about normal empaths... you wouldn't believe it! I thought I knew them better than they know themselves - and well, that may be also be true. But there's ALWAYS more to learn.

    Knowledge is Power, my friend!


    "That word scares me, what will you do scary anytime soon?"

    I Plan on writing a response to your post with more than 3 lines of text. - Is that scary enough? *S*

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  88. I was perhaps a bit too concise this morning ;)

    Yes, realizing what you really are and what really drives you is important. I'm actually going to be doing an article on something related to that soon.

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  89. Yes, a map is a good tool for driving. What drives you is a metaphor for what demands to be fed.

    What goes on the plate is the choice.

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  90. "Anonymous said...
    Wet, what gave you that clue? "All is as it should be"? lol

    I was thinking along the lines of betrayed aspie actually. I could be wrong.
    April 5, 2011 11:10 AM"

    Don't you feel like she is trying to make what she did seem legitimate and even right? An drug addict/criminal is seen as "wrong" in everywhere else out side of a rehab or therapy program. She knew that what she did would seem natural and even cheered on by the people here.

    She seems to have a strong need for people to believe that she did it because she was having fun. She spends paragraphs when a few sentiences would do. I suspect this is a way of hiding some deeper ulterior motive.

    " It was enthralling, but even while I was caught up in the intoxication of revenge, I went through a difficult internal struggle trying to make sense of the conflict between who I believed myself to be and how much I enjoyed what I was doing."

    Ok,so why post that here? Are you so stupid that it took you more than 25+years to realize that you enjoyed dominating people. or did you just realize that manipulating people was wrong?

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  91. Oh excuse me Robert Edwin Peary.

    True North is magnetic.

    Maps paper.

    Choice is part magnetic, part enigmatic.

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  92. Re the poster/reader today: I think the reason the ex does the chores is bec he/she feels responsible. There was a bond. And forgiveness is part of keeping a bond alive. Lots of exes have relationships like that.

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  93. @Anon Re: Lesbian beepers

    Definitely not all lesbian. A lot of us tend to be Bi though. There is a predisposition for Sexual/Gender Identification issues that comes with an unstable sense of self, this allows for a more fluid acceptance of greater options. I don't find this to have ever been a problem. I don't feel a need to limit my attractions. Also, girls are hot, who wouldn't want to sleep with them.

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  94. i hope time travel is perfected in my lifetime, cause it will be fun to watch all the dis ordered personalities have to deal with life by just being themselves. no bullshit labels to cling to... no more excuses. ya'll will just have to suck it up and deal with life like everyone else.
    you people are no different, your just out grown children that refuse to play by the rules. or just so pussified by your mothers doctors that you have to calm yourself down by ingesting a bunch of chemicals cause reality is just to hard for you to handle...
    i've got news for you. your wasting a gift, your life, your pissing away your beautiful lives.
    grow up.

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  95. What was the breakthrough realization in this story?

    "i am one of three losers who all have power over each other" ???

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  96. Anon 1:38am I agree, Life is a gift. Best to have a challenge. Labels are limiting.

    Grow up. Well there is where you are condescending. Children have certain resources which keep beauty, simplicity and joy aflame.

    Stinky . . . Losers and fools make for foolish aims, and entertaining stories. Go ahead . . . Cast the first stone.

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  97. 0nly children who are natural pavlovians do that. Not all are born with the same ability to endear.

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  99. The shortest distance between two points is a straight line.
    That's why ruthless honesty is so important.
    Deciet, and denial are like a cancer that grows and saps the
    vitality out of a person. It's the "pay-me-now, or pay-me-later,
    principle. How many trageties might have been averted if people
    were not asleep at the switch, or had their head in the sand?

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  100. sick and twisted. that about sums it up!

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    1. I want Bobby's cockage in my designer vagina.

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  101. I always regretted that I didn't call out the posters here and
    asked them about their REAL OPINIONS of Jamie. (From no on
    I will call her Jamie, because I DO NOT ever expect her to return
    again.
    I thought that people didn't take her seriously enough and were
    not respectful enough. I loved her very much, and I think that some
    of the female posters here felt the same.
    Yep, she's a good looking woman and that factored in. Life IS
    unfair. Just ask the 6 murder victims in Santa Barbara. The two
    Sority girl's beauty didn't help them in THAT case. There are
    PLENTY of guys like the one who shot them. I mean REAL GOOD
    LOOKING GUYS that are scared to interact with women. I've known
    a few of them. There was one guy that looked like Robert Chambers
    (He was before the day of most of the people reading here so you'll
    have to google him.) In the case of REAL GOOD LOOKING guys, all
    they need is one sucessful experience and they get over their
    "phobia."
    Getting back to Jamie (I'm surprised she did the blog as long as she
    did.) Would it have hurt to let her know she was loved?
    DON'T encourage her to return. She SHOULD move on to greener
    pastures.

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    1. She'll be back. And she'll be missed.

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  102. She'll be missed. Thank you again ME. I truly wish you the best. We've all learned a lot here and we can all take that knowledge and move on to greener pastures.

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  103. Am Joyce Andrew I want to thank Dr. Ekpiku for getting my lover back to me within 48 hours. When my lover left me i was so tired and frustrated till i search the internet for help and i saw so many good talk about Dr Ekpiku of Ekpikuspelltemple@live.com and i decided to give him a try and i contact him and explain my problems to him and he cast a love spell for me which i use to get my husband back.If you want to get your lover back contact Dr. Ekpiku via email: Ekpikuspelltemple@live.com Dr. Ekpiku the great man that is able to bring back lost love

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  104. There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

    One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, “Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”

    The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying:

    “Just take care of my eyes dear.”

    This is how human brain changes when the status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who’s always been there even in the most painful situations.

    Life Is A Gift

    Today before you think of saying an unkind word–
    think of someone who can’t speak.

    Before you complain about the taste of your food–
    think of someone who has nothing to eat.

    Before you complain about your husband or wife–
    think of someone who is crying out to God for a companion.

    Today before you complain about life–
    think of someone who went too early to heaven.

    Before you complain about your children–
    think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.

    Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn’t clean or sweep–
    think of the people who are living in the streets.

    Before whining about the distance you drive–
    think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

    And when you are tired and complain about your job–
    think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

    But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another–
    remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

    And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down–
    put a smile on your face and thank God you’re alive and still around.

    Life is a gift – Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, and Fulfill it.

    Author Unknown

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    1. If you think you`re deranged, remember some people have had their groin stuck in a meat grinder by THEIR OWN FREE WILL. (sorry for cock grinding enthusiast out there, heaven has a place for you too)

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  105. I promise to share this testimony all over the world once my wife return back to me,


    An amazing testimony on a spell caster who brought my wife back to me,my name is Robert Buyback,i live in Maryland/USA,and I'm happily married to a lovely and caring wife,with two kids.A very big problem occurred in my family seven months ago,between me and my wife.so terrible that she took the case to court for a divorce.she said that she never wanted to stay with me again,and that she didn't love me anymore.So she packed out of my house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get her back,after much begging,but all to no avail.and she confirmed it that she has made her decision,and she never wanted to see me again.So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my wife.So i explained every thing to her,so she told me that the only way i can get my wife back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for her too.So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow her advice. Then she gave me the email address of the spell caster whom she visited.{bravespellcaster@gmail.com}So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address she gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my wife back the next day.What an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me,and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my wife who didn't call me for the past seven {3}months,gave me a call to inform me that she was coming back.So Amazing!! So that was how she came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and she apologized for her mistake,and for the pain she caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster.So, i will advice you out there to kindly visit this great man called Dr.Brave,if you are in any condition like this,or you have any problem related to "bringing your ex back. So thanks to the bravespellcaster@gmail.com for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family once again. {bravespellcaster@gmail.com} Thanks...

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  106. Hi My name is 'Bruno Rico' just want to share my experience with the world on how i got my love back and saved my marriage... I was married for 7years with 2kids and we lived happily until things started getting ugly and we had fights and arguments almost every time... it got worse at a point that she filed for divorce... I tried my best to make her change her mind & stay with me cause i loved her with all my heart and didn't want to loose her but everything just didn't work out... she moved out of the house and still went ahead to file for divorce... I pleaded and tried everything but still nothing worked. The breakthrough came when someone introduced me to this wonderful, great spell caster who eventually helped me out... I have never been a fan of things like this but just decided to try reluctantly cause I was desperate and left with no choice... He did special prayers and used roots and herbs... Within 7 days she called me and was sorry for all the emotional trauma she had cost me, moved back to the house and we continue to live happily, the kids are happy too and we are expecting our third child. I have introduced him to a lot of couples with problems across the world and they have had good news... Just thought I should share my experience cause I strongly believe someone out there need's it... You can email his email him with eromosalspiritualtemple@gmail.com or thought his website http://eromosalspiritualtemple.webs.com or call him with +2348161850195Don't give up just yet, the different between 'Ordinary' & 'Extra-Ordinary' is the 'Extra' so make extra effort to save your marriage/relationship if it's truly worth it.

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  107. I live in united state, Two years ago i married a lady called saline, we had two children together, we were very happy to be husband and wife, so when i travel on business trip to Brazil, i spent 1 years in Brazil due to my kind of business, i and my wife talked on phone all the time, we chat on the Internet, i never knew that my wife had started cheating on me by going out with her old school friend called mark, i never knew something was going wrong till i came back from my trip, then i and My wife started having problems, she goes out and come back late at night, she changed in a strange way that i could not endure, i tried to do everything to please her but it got worst, so one day she left the house and never came back, i tried reaching her but no way i could reach her, i never knew she traveled with her new lover which was mark, i wanted her so much because of the children she left for me and because i loved her so much too, because of the heart break she has put me into, i went into search of a real magic spell caster I was scammed twice by a spell caster, but I never relented in my search because I want a happy life with my wife, so one morning i saw testimony about a spell caster Esango Priest, so i contacted him and to my greatest surprise this esangopriest@gmail.com made life manful for me again, my wife came back to me after 3 days of a love spell from this Esango Priest, i took her back and I am now settled with my wife by the magic power of Esango Priest .

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  108. i'd be interested to know how exactly he got to have his ex GF do his shores. that is so interesting. can you share some tactics.

    also what is the meaning of M.E.?

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  109. Greetings to the general public, i want to inform the public how i was cured of HERPES Simplex Virus by a Doctor called Osas. i visited different hospital but they gave me list of drugs like Famvir, Zovirax, and Valtrex which is very expensive to treat the symptoms and never cured me. I was browsing through the Internet searching for remedy on HERPES and i saw comment of people talking about how Doctor Osas cured them. I Was scared because i never believed in the Internet but i was convince to give him a try because i was having no hope of been cured of HERPES so i decided to contact him on his email that was listed on the comment (doctorosasherbalhome@gmail.com ) i searched his email on net and i saw a lot of people testifying about his goodness. when i contacted him he gave me hope and send a Herbal medicine to me that i took and it seriously worked for me, am a free person now without problem, my HERPES result came out negative. I pray for you Dr Osas God will give you everlasting life, you shall not die before your time for being a sincere and great man. Am so happy, you can also contact him if you have any problem Email: doctorosasherbalhome@gmail.com or contact his number via +2348112252378 or you can as well add him on whatsapp with same number



    DOCTOR OSAS CAN AS WELL CURE THE FOLLOWING DISEASE:-

    1. HIV/AIDS
    2. HERPES
    3. CANCER
    4. ALS

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  110. Greetings to the general public, i want to inform the public how i was cured of HERPES Simplex Virus by a Doctor called Osas. i visited different hospital but they gave me list of drugs like Famvir, Zovirax, and Valtrex which is very expensive to treat the symptoms and never cured me. I was browsing through the Internet searching for remedy on HERPES and i saw comment of people talking about how Doctor Osas cured them. I Was scared because i never believed in the Internet but i was convince to give him a try because i was having no hope of been cured of HERPES so i decided to contact him on his email that was listed on the comment (doctorosasherbalhome@gmail.com ) i searched his email on net and i saw a lot of people testifying about his goodness. when i contacted him he gave me hope and send a Herbal medicine to me that i took and it seriously worked for me, am a free person now without problem, my HERPES result came out negative. I pray for you Dr Osas God will give you everlasting life, you shall not die before your time for being a sincere and great man. Am so happy, you can also contact him if you have any problem Email: doctorosasherbalhome@gmail.com or contact his number via +2348112252378 or you can as well add him on whatsapp with same number



    DOCTOR OSAS CAN AS WELL CURE THE FOLLOWING DISEASE:-

    1. HIV/AIDS
    2. HERPES
    3. CANCER
    4. ALS

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  111. This is a testimony that i will tell to everyone to hear. I am Stella morgan, have been married for three years and on the fifth years of my marriage, another woman had a spell to take my lover away from me and my husband left me and the kids and we have suffered for 2years until i met Dr. Edoku of the Dr.Edokuspiritualspelltemple@hotmail.com where so many people have been
    helped and i decided to give him a try to help me bring my lover back home and believe me i just send my picture to him and that of my husband and after 48 hours as he have told me, i saw a car drove into the house and behold it was my husband and he have come to me and the kids and that is why i am happy to make every one of you in similar to visit this man via Email and have your lover back to your self Dr. Edoku of Dr.Edokuspiritualspelltemple@hotmail.com


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  112. My name is Carol Anderson, I am here to give my testimony about a doctor who helped me in my life. I was infected with HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS in 2010, i went to many hospitals for cure but there was no solution, so I was thinking how can I get a solution out so that my body can be okay. One day I was in the river side thinking where I can go to get solution. so a lady walked to me telling me why am I so sad and i open up all to her telling her my problem, she told me that she can help me out, she introduce me to a doctor who uses herbal medication to cure HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS and gave me his email, so i mail him. He told me all the things I need to do and also give me instructions to take, which I followed properly. Before I knew what is happenin after two weeks the HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS that was in my body got vanished . so if you are also heart broken and also need a help, you can also email him at:doctorituaherbalhome@gmail.com or call him on +2348162075224 HE ALSO CURE HIV/AIDS,HERPES,CANCER.

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  113. I got diagnosed with herpes approximately five years ago, when I was still in college and had a stupid one night stand. I am sure many of girls will say this but believe me I never did that sort of thing. I just made a mistake that one time and, suddenly, it looked like I was going to have to live with the problem for the rest of my life. The awful part was thinking I could never meet men again. After all, who wants to date a woman who has sores around her you-know-what? But after somebody share an amazing testimony on how she was cured of herpes totally with the help of Dr Ebosa using herbs then i decided to give it a try. but to my greatest surprise after receiving the herbs and i make use of it as directed by Dr i was totally cured too, everything has changed. Not only was I able to eliminate all traces of the herpes virus from my system in less than 20 days, but I was also able to start dating again. I even met my soul mate and I'm so happy to say that just last week, in front of many people in a crowded restaurant, he got down on one knee and proposed to me! This program gave me back the chance to be happy, and to experience true love. you can as well contact him via email on drabosaherbscure@gmail.com thanks Dr once again.

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  114. TESTIMONY OF HOW I GOT CURED FROM HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS This is real take it serious, who will believe that a herb can cure herpes, i never believe that this will work, i have spend a lot getting drugs from the hospital to keep me healthy, it got to a time that i was waiting for is death to come because i was broke, one day i hard about this great man called Dr. Ehi who is well know for Herpes, HIV, and Cancer cure, i decided to email him I didn't believe him that much, I just wanted to give him a try, he replied my mail and Needed some Information about me, then I sent them to him, he prepared a herbal medicine (CURE) and sent it through Online Courier Service for delivery, he gave my details to the Courier Office. they told me that 3-5 days I will receive the package and after receiving it, i took the medicine as prescribed by him at the end of the one week, he told me to go to the hospital for a check up, and i went, surprisingly after the test the doctor confirm me Herpes simplex virus negative, i thought it was a joke, i went to other hospital and was also negative, thank you for saving my life, I promise I will always testify of your good works. if you are herpes simplex virus patient, contact him and I am so much sure you will get cured, contact him via: ehigraceherbalhivcure@gmail. com,,,, or ehigraceherbalcurecenter@gmail.com ,,,,,,,,,,ehigraceherpescure@gmail.com..... THESE ARE THE THINGS Dr. Ehi DO. . HERPES . HIV/AIDS . CANCER,,,,, you can also contact him 0n +2348071635034

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  115. TESTIMONY OF HOW I GOT CURED FROM HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS This is real take it serious, who will believe that a herb can cure herpes, i never believe that this will work, i have spend a lot getting drugs from the hospital to keep me healthy, it got to a time that i was waiting for is death to come because i was broke, one day i hard about this great man called Dr. Ehi who is well know for Herpes, HIV, and Cancer cure, i decided to email him I didn't believe him that much, I just wanted to give him a try, he replied my mail and Needed some Information about me, then I sent them to him, he prepared a herbal medicine (CURE) and sent it through Online Courier Service for delivery, he gave my details to the Courier Office. they told me that 3-5 days I will receive the package and after receiving it, i took the medicine as prescribed by him at the end of the one week, he told me to go to the hospital for a check up, and i went, surprisingly after the test the doctor confirm me Herpes simplex virus negative, i thought it was a joke, i went to other hospital and was also negative, thank you for saving my life, I promise I will always testify of your good works. if you are herpes simplex virus patient, contact him and I am so much sure you will get cured, contact him via: ehigraceherbalhivcure@gmail. com,,,, or ehigraceherbalcurecenter@gmail.com ,,,,,,,,,,ehigraceherpescure@gmail.com..... THESE ARE THE THINGS Dr. Ehi DO. . HERPES . HIV/AIDS . CANCER,,,,, you can also contact him 0n +2348071635034

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  116. Herpes wanted to destroy me, but with the help of Dr.Ekpiku i escaped the death that was on my way, i am here to testifies on how Dr Ekpiku help me to cure my sickness called Herpes which has been eating me up for 2 years and 4 months, i also saw online how he has cured so many people, Dr Ekpiku is a great herbalist that treats and cure all manner of diseases like Herpes, HIV, Cancer, Syphilis, Hepatitis B, all types of Cancer, Gonorrhea, and solves life's problems that you might have etc.. contact him today and he will help you solved your problem, contact him via ekpikuspelhomeofgrace@gmail.com or ekpikuspelhomeofgrace@hotmail.com call +2348073673757 OR whatsapp him. THESE ARE THE THINGS Dr. Ekpiku. HERPES. HIV/AIDS. CANCER.

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  117. HOW I GET MY RELATIONSHIP BACK WITH MY LOVER AGAIN through DR OGUMEN of ogumensolutioncenter@yahoo.com , my mount is full of testimonies but here is a little i can say out of the whole wondrous things DR OGUMEN has done for me i was in a great and the sweetest relationship with my man JONES SAMMY for two years and we were both in good terms and even planning of getting married this September 2015 so when he traveled for on the a business trip to Australia he melt a lady there whom he dated for two months and when he returned back to home he began to behave strange and with not long he said he is tired of this relationship looking for ways to break our love life and he finally push me out and bring in the Australia lady with him .this time i was frustrated and devastated about my love life so i vow not to rest until i am able to get back the only man i have ever loved so i began to look for a solution to restore my love life . one day my friend Jessica Sanchez came to me telling me about this man DR OGUMEN saying this man has helped he restore his life so i said let me also try as i have no other choice in getting back Jones . at first when i contacted he i thought nothing will work but it was like a dream and surprise when he told me go my child i have and wait for Jones can within the next 3 days and to my greatest surprise Jones actually called me and was pleading on the phone saying he was under a spell from the other lady so with all this great things DR OGUMEN of ogumensolutioncenter@yahoo.com has done for me i want you all to join me to say thank you to this man .or call +2348112060028

    MARY KATHY_TEXAS

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  118. Hello I'm brown lillian by name, I'm giving a testimony about Dr. Aloma the great Herbalist, he has the cure to all

    manner of diseases, he cured my herpes disease, though I went through different website I saw different testimonies

    about different spell casters and herbalist, I was like: 'Many people have the herpes cure why are people still

    suffering from it?' I thought of it, then I contact Dr. Aloma via email:alomaherbscure@gmail.com I didn't believe

    him that much, I just wanted to give him a try, he replied my mail and Needed some Information about me, then I

    sent them to him, he prepared it (CURE) and sent it to Airfreight Online Courier Service for delivery, he gave my

    details to the Courier Office, they told me that 2-3 days I will receive the package and i took the medicine as

    prescribed by him and I went for check-up 2 weeks after finishing the medicine, I was tested herpes negative, if

    you are herpes positive do contact him and he will try his possible best to make sure you get cured, when you

    contact him, make sure you tell him that I referenced you.. contact him via:brownlillian76@gmail.com.com or call

    +2348051095232, contact me on alomaherbscure@gmail.com for gird lines

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  119. How to get your ex husband back
    My name is Jessica Ruiz from Florida I have to give this miraculous testimony, which is so unbelievable until now. I had a problem with my Ex husband 2years ago, which lead to our break up. when he broke up with me, I was not my self again, i felt so empty inside me, my love and financial situation became worst, until a close friend of mine Lucy told me about a spell caster who helped her in the same problem too his name is Dr Shiva at hinduspelltemple@yahoo.com . I email Dr Shiva the spell caster and i told him my problem and i did what he asked of me, to cut the long story short. Before i knew what was happening my husband gave me a call and told me that he was coming back to me in just 2days and was so happy to have him back to me. We have two kids together and we are happy with ourselves. Thanks to Dr Shiva hinduspelltemple@yahoo.com for saving my relationship and for also saving others own too. continue your good work, If you are interested to contact him and testify this blessings like me, the great spell caster email address is hinduspelltemple@yahoo.com you are the best among all the spell caster online I hope you see my testimonies and also pray for my family too
    Or Check Out His Web site at http://hinduspelltemple.wix.com/hinduspelltemple

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  120. Hello am Laura from the united state, i read some testimony about Dr okuku on how he has helped people in bringing back there ex within 48hours i was just thinking if that was real,And decided to call a lady who made a testimony and also dropped her number,So i called her and ask her about Dr okuku she said Dr okuku is a trustworthy man and he his ready to bring back my lover for me,i was just so happy and a little bit relief that my lover will be back to me soon,Then i decided in contacting Dr okuku which i did,And before i could share him my problem he has already told me what i came for,And he said everything will be okay within 48hours that my lover will be back to my arms,So he said he would be casting the spell and that within 48hours my lover would call me,So i hoped so truly before the 48hours i got a call from a man who has left me for the past 6years saying he is sorry and he wants me back,i was happy and i said i also want him back,Then i travelled to Canada to meet him up,And he apologized for what he has done to me now he proposed to marry me and we are both preparing for our wedding soon,All thanks to the great and World best spell caster, Dr okuku His private mail (okukulovespell@gmail.com)
    he is helping to fixed problems on:
    1 HIV/aids spell)
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  121. WHAT A GREAT TESTIMONIES AM ABOUT THE SHARE ON HOW DR SAM CURE MY HERPES VIRUS WITHIN FIVE DAYS MY NAME IS ANGELA CHRIS, AM FROM UNITED KINGDOM. IT ALL HAPPEN ONE DAY WHEN MY MEDICAL DOCTOR TOLD ME THAT I HAVE HSV VIRUS, I THOUGHT IT WAS A JOKE, I IGNORE IT AND KEEP ON LIVING WITH IT, BEFORE I KNOW IT I STARTED DEVELOPING PUS ON MY BODY, MOUTH AND PRIVATE PART, FEEL WEEK ANYTIME AM WORKING, I HAVE NO OPTION THAN TO CONTACT MY MEDICAL DOCTOR AGAIN, HE TOLD ME THAT THE VIRUS HAS DEVELOPED TO HSV 2, AT THIS POINT OF TIME I WAS TOTALLY CONFUSE TO THE EXTENT THAT I ALMOST TOOK MY LIFE BECAUSE I WAS USELESS TO EVERYBODY AROUND ME. I WAS SURPRISE WHEN MY MEDICAL DOCTOR TOLD ME NOT TO GET WORRIED THAT THERE IS ONLY ONE HERBAL DR CALLED DR SAM WHO CAN CURE IT THAT HE HAS CURE MORE THAN 50 PEOPLE THAT HAS THE SAME VIRUS AND HE WAS THE ONE THAT REFERS THEM TO HIM AND THEY ARE TOTALLY FREE FROM THE VIRUS, THEN I WAS A LITTLE BIT ENCOURAGE BECAUSE THE ADVICE CAME FROM MY MEDICAL DOCTOR, SO I HAVE NO OPTION THAN TO CONTACT DR SAM, HE TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY THAT I WILL BE FREE WITHIN 5 DAYS, BEFORE I KNOW IT HE PREPARE THE HERBS AND SEND TO ME, I DRINK IT AS I INSTRUCTED BY DR SAM. WHEN I WAKE UP AT THE 5TH DAY MY BODY WAS SOUND AND OKAY I SAID TO MY SELF THAT THIS IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUTH, THEN I WENT TO MY MEDICAL DR FOR CHECKUP, HE TOLD ME THAT THERE WAS NOTHING THERE AGAIN AFTER THE TEXT, I WENT TO OTHER FIVE HOSPITAL FOR CHECK UP AND I WAS CONFIRM HSV NEGATIVE, THEN I SAID TO MY SELF THAT I WILL ALWAYS TESTIFY FOR HIM AS LONG AS I LIVE, PLEASE DR SAM IS THE ONLY ONE YOU CAN TRUST ON THIS CURE THAT IS WHY AM LIVING HIS EMAIL ADDRESSES. (dr.samherpescurehome@hotmail.com) once again (dr.samherpescurehome@hotmail.com) THANKS DR SAM AM A HAPPY WOMAN NOW. HE CAN ALSO CURE THE FOLLOWING AND MORE.

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  122. Am Joyce Benson, my husband is back after separation. thanks to Dr Happy for bringing back my wife,and brought great joy to my family once again. My husband and I separated 9 months ago and our children, Emily and Robert, live with her in London, but see me every weekend i needed my husband and children back home, I was totally devastated and confused and did not know how to bring them back home because i have tried all my possible best all to no avail, until an old friend of mine told me about a spell caster on the internet called Dr Happy who help people with their relationship and marriage problem by the powers of love spells, at first I doubted if such thing ever exists but decided to give it a try, when I contacted him i told him everything and he told me that everything will be fine that my family are going to come back to me, all he said i will do is for me to provide the money for him to buy the items and i did and he told me that he is going to cast the spell, he helped me cast a spell and within 48 hours my husband came back to me and started apologizing, now he has stopped going out with women and he is with me for good and for real. you can Contact him on { howtogetyourexback@hotmail.com} he is genuine. If you have any problem contact Dr Happy he is real and always ready to solve your problem , E-mail: howtogetyourexback@hotmail.com.

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