Thursday, October 2, 2008


I'm sick and so world-weary today. I often tell people that if I could wake up one day and be 60, I would be very happy. I wish I could take birthdays like I take stairs--three at a time. I don't know whether everyone feels this way, or if it's a symptom of who I am. Usually I distract myself from any feelings of emptiness or pointlessness with games: mind games, power games, money games. It's hard to get excited about any of those things when I'm sick, though. All I feel is a sense of my own mortality and weakness. Maybe I'm just listening to too much oboe music.


  1. yeah, i too would like to be retired tomorrow

  2. Not everyone. Perhaps only the employed.

  3. i wouldnt mind retirement the birthday thing i hate birthdays i dont realy understand y people care so much about how old someone is or ir counting how old somone is and another thing is funerals i hate drive and being with people at funerals they cry and wine who cares they died get over it wa wa ur sad fuck just get over your self

  4. More people need to be on

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