Friday, November 20, 2015

An sociopath's online journal

A reader writes:

I'm writing because I've recently come across your book and have found it mind blowing.  Particularly so, because it reads as if you are peeling back layers from my mind on every page. You have articulated things I have thought but not been able to express. I also was accused of being a sociopath by someone who had come across one before. I also let it go but felt offended. I am a black, 27 year old who has done pretty well but seem to have hit a wall in my life. I only came across your book by chance and I've not put it down since. It has inspired me to also write an online journal anonymously. I am not sure if I am a sociopath but many of the qualifying traits reside in me perhaps to a lesser extent than yourself. The journal has made me reach into my childhood to find out what is "wrong" with me so to speak.

An excerpt:

I do not think I am a bad person but I can do bad things. Most people tend to like me when they meet me. I genuinely care for people without always feeling any form of emotional compulsion towards them. I'm a generally smiley person, i know it encourages people to let their guard down. I love breaking ice, whether between my teeth or between myself and another person. It's exhilarating. I also have a penchant for the extreme. Though I admit I'm actually scared of most things I do, there is something that draws me to it. The sense of danger, the adrenaline, the suspense and the anticipation of conquering it. 

13 comments:

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    It featured plot lines about ghosts,werewolves, vampires, and time travel.
    In one eposide, a ghost buster is hired to clear the mansion of a peskey
    ghost named Quenten Collons. He's killed people.
    She came with an excellent reputation, so there's every reason to believe she's
    up to the task.
    She goes off to a walled off section of the house to try to establish contact.
    She knows he's there, but he won't speak to her. She get's increasingly
    frustrated. "Why won't you talk to me?" she says , in desperation.
    The next time we see her, she is at the top of the stairs. Her eyes are as wide as saucers. The man who hired her is surprised to see her. The force holding
    her up, (Presumably Quenten Collons) lets her go, and she topples down the
    stairs.
    Why is M.E. behaving like Quenten Collons? Why does she provoke interest
    on one level, and yet remains hidden on another level?
    Does she feel if she were too open that people would lose interest?
    She shouldn't think that.

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    1. Evil.... I mean cowards ( hiding behind the mask of evil ).... always hide in the shadows.

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  3. This is good idea to run a journal for sociopaths! This may help these people to find those who think the same way. I read interesting thoughts about education posted at https://www.recruiter.com/i/making-education-count-the-best-career-prospects-for-the-next-10-years/ and have to say that it is worth reading.

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  11. More people need to be on http://sociopath-community.com/

    !!! it used to be connected to this blog but was disconnected over a year ago. We need fresh blood and lots of interesting things have happened recently (relates to kiwifar.ms drama: https://archive.is/M2tXa) that will go down in the forum's history! Be sure to check out http://www.psychforums.com/antisocial-personality/ too, as some of its regulars are regulars on SC too!

    Goddamn ME refused to reconnect the blog to the forum so we SC goers will just have to spam advertisements for the forum in the comments section. ;)

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