tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post9200457851934514881..comments2024-03-28T00:33:57.308-07:00Comments on Sociopath World: Thank you, sociopaths! (?)Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger148125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-81253259588587875432016-06-13T16:44:46.120-07:002016-06-13T16:44:46.120-07:00Honestly sociopaths are just evil people. That'...Honestly sociopaths are just evil people. That's it it's simple their gonna do whatever the Hell they want without giving a fuck they lie and deceive and all that shit because they have no conscience it's really easy to understand they are basically the biggest assholes you get in life with the huge egos and they don't learn shit that's why they act like legit little kids I mean in my damn opinion their emotionally AND mentally retarded because they don't understand emotions and blah blah that's why their compared to people with aspergers syndrome Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08291086169801623077noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-50740073843625756492013-06-30T23:48:08.039-07:002013-06-30T23:48:08.039-07:00In my own personal experience I've done "...In my own personal experience I've done "good" things simply to see if my analysis of the situation was accurate. For instance, did you help the woman because she needed help, or simply to see if you were right in that she was diabetic?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-31708665839138104012012-06-13T12:44:53.989-07:002012-06-13T12:44:53.989-07:00Oh, but I am impulsive =\
Well anyway, its enough ...Oh, but I am impulsive =\<br />Well anyway, its enough for today, thank you for your time, Elicious, I really apreciate it :)<br />And I almost forgot: are you a sociopath?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-65156708160725680162012-06-13T12:36:09.008-07:002012-06-13T12:36:09.008-07:00Nope, narcissistic pd doesn't fit either, beca...Nope, narcissistic pd doesn't fit either, because I don't want to be glorified and see myself how I really am, I don't think that I'm a main person in this world, I see things as they really are.<br />Maybe It's time for me to create a completely new pd! I shall call it a "wanamee disorder"! (Kidding, obviously).<br />Or maybe I am a type sociopath that Monica talks about, not an ass and so on :/ and I could be delusional while thinking that I'm in control, but I won't trade this idea to be sure about the pd.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-55075524280724887342012-06-13T12:22:00.899-07:002012-06-13T12:22:00.899-07:00This can help because from this, and other things ...This can help because from this, and other things you've said, it sounds like these aren't impulse control problems. You've said that you stopped the violence and don't commit crimes etc because you don't see those things as benefitting you. Right? That's a really good thing. It means you won't go through life destroying the things you've worked hard to achieve and not even understanding why you did it. It also means you are most likely not a sociopath. I'm not a psychologist though, but maybe you were on to something when you wondered if narcissist is more like you.<br /><br />I use this name in the forum. I thought I'd use the same one here after I made a new account. It was part of a process in further developing my understanding.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-90099546233164069602012-06-13T12:09:09.414-07:002012-06-13T12:09:09.414-07:00P.S. I throwed that friend down after a fiew minut...P.S. I throwed that friend down after a fiew minutes of he being an ass and making facial expresion like "what can you do about that", I tried to cope :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-56892949471054447532012-06-13T12:04:48.968-07:002012-06-13T12:04:48.968-07:00This discussion is so right in the place ("th...This discussion is so right in the place ("thank you, socipaths! (?)"):DAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-56989762727353819332012-06-13T12:00:50.671-07:002012-06-13T12:00:50.671-07:00Fists, many places in the area between shoulders a...Fists, many places in the area between shoulders and lower belly. Hit mom once, breast. She wasn't angry, looked sad, dissapointed, left me wondering. I didn't enjoyed it, it was a thing I thought I had to do, so no joy there. But I think that if I would be in your situation, maybe I would feel the same way you did, as it seems to be personal, while I was simply defending my interests and almost formed a habbit...<br />Actually I can't understand what input this info can give. I was 7 or 8 or 9, it looked like an only option (and probably was). How can this help?<br /><br />Normaly I avoid fights, but if I do fight, people don't like it. Once in primary school I asked one friend to keep my chair for me, when I went back he refused to let me sit in my place, so I throwed him on the ground and kept smashing his head to ground, using my legs to make him stay there while he was scratching my face, pathetic. Later teacher asked me what had happened, I started to explain and started to cry for unknown reason (and that reminds me a situation when I started to cry because the lie I made up was sad, I don't think that it counts like real crying. Normally I can't force myself to cry and people had seen me crying twice in primary school, the story above and when I hurted my back). I can't remember if I cried in kindergarten :/<br />Oh, but once again, these things does not count as a crime, lol<br />Also, why did you change your name? =/<br />P.S. It's interesting that normaly I seem to be peaceful :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-24176018198516347532012-06-13T10:37:53.889-07:002012-06-13T10:37:53.889-07:00OK.What was this violence you did to your grandpar...OK.What was this violence you did to your grandparents? Did you just pinch them, or what? You hit your mother. Did you slap her on the arm or? When I was 20 I beat up my mother - I smashed my fists into her face as hard as I could. I thoroughly enjoyed it. I've never felt guilty about it, but I recognise it as a symptom of not being normal. (I'm the same person as Elicious)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-70218372418438631682012-06-13T10:18:38.762-07:002012-06-13T10:18:38.762-07:00Oh, I probably was 7 8 or 9 when this thing with g...Oh, I probably was 7 8 or 9 when this thing with grapdparents had happened.<br />And I should mention, that normaly I don't see any reason to hurt myself, so don't worry :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-62686343054291007152012-06-13T10:16:44.830-07:002012-06-13T10:16:44.830-07:00Fuck writting with phone...
... First atemt was am...Fuck writting with phone...<br />... First atemt was amazing, because some interesting impulses went through all the body. Second was boring, because I already knew how it feels and I did the third one anyway, just to finish the smile (talk about art =) ). I don't think that it is a big deal or anything like that, but, well you mentioned SI and it was the only time I tried it. And it really is a dull thing to do :(Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-24575385396162572822012-06-13T10:10:26.194-07:002012-06-13T10:10:26.194-07:00Glad to see you up here again, Ellicit (by the way...Glad to see you up here again, Ellicit (by the way Elicious sounds better, or are you a another person?!). <br />I'm not sure, but I think that I should feel guilt and be ashemed of what I am going to write, but I'm not.<br />So I didn't wanted to do some things at the time, but my grandparents tried to control my routine, because my mother complained to my father that I do nothing at grandpas and father informed them (this is only an idea, but I think that I'm right about it). Anyway I noticed that something wasn't right and I started to feel pressure. Firstly I tried to change it back with words, after few attemts I realised that it wasn't working so I moved on shouting and showing various gestures I learned from older friends, but I was ignored anyway. And then I started using violence on them. I don't know what could happen next if this wouldn't had happened: I came back to my parents house at the weekend, got in conflict with mother and hit her. When it poped into my head that something wasn't right, it was not the way I used to behave in conflicts. But I defended myself with explanations anyway and didn't apologised (I rarely apologise for anything). However I stopped this activity.<br />I might sound like I was a dumb arogant kid, but I wasn't, I simply noticed the sudden change in grandparents behaviour and freaked out because of it a little.<br /><br />About self harm, I only tried it once. I had finished all my work for the day, had some big plans for another one, but still had a few hours before going to sleep. So since I had nothing to do, I started to feel very very bored. I wasn't depressed or else, but I got curious "why those idiots cut themselves?". So I decided to try. I'm not an expert on this so it wasn't deep, dangerous cuts. First attention was amazing because some impulsibAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-29105623135388717442012-06-13T08:49:25.530-07:002012-06-13T08:49:25.530-07:00Mee, it's hard to tell from the way you have w...Mee, it's hard to tell from the way you have worded your post. You have a talent for evasiveness already and that does come in handy, that's for sure. Did you use violence on your grandparents or harm yourself to get your way? How old were you when this happened (age could be important). When I was 8 I raised a guitar over my head and stood over my grandmother and threatened her with it. She complied. If she hadn't I truly don't know what I would have done.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-57145864374187799022012-06-13T06:41:50.359-07:002012-06-13T06:41:50.359-07:00DamnDamnMonicanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-11671698975896192362012-06-13T06:31:10.377-07:002012-06-13T06:31:10.377-07:00I will do my best but best isn;t always good enoug...I will do my best but best isn;t always good enough.Monicanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-90761171013234269972012-06-13T06:20:04.017-07:002012-06-13T06:20:04.017-07:00Mon, thanks for taking a closer look at Mee :)
We...Mon, thanks for taking a closer look at Mee :) <br />Well as I see, I haven't changed, I always was like this. Also, what if I missed my 14 year decision making ant leaned on sociopathy (ignoring the fact that I was always like this)?<br />Once again I don't think that this is good or bad, I just want to know, because It's interesting.<br />So what am I if I am very smart, inteligent, etc. person with sociopathic traits? =\<br />I would appreciate to hear from other regulars too, if they have anything to say :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-5369176333216112832012-06-13T06:14:27.914-07:002012-06-13T06:14:27.914-07:00Ellicit that is very cool for me to know. Thank yo...Ellicit that is very cool for me to know. Thank you.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-49081631541109470372012-06-13T05:19:58.186-07:002012-06-13T05:19:58.186-07:00Mee
I am glad you shared more about your life. Yo...Mee<br /> I am glad you shared more about your life. Your age makes a difference, as you are forming. I think I may have made a pivotal but unconscious choice not to be a sociopath, at age 14. I think I could have gone either way, but one's whole life experiences, subconsciously, come together for one to make that "choice". It is at a subconscious level. I had quite a bit of abuse and that would have been the reason, I ccould have "chosen" the option of pushing down my conscience and my empathy and using others for my own needs.<br /><br />When I made that "choice" at 14, to go numb, I choose to deaden myself, rather than hurt other people, as I had love from my grandmother. That love saved me. Without it, I would have become a sociopath, I think.<br /><br />I don't say this to talk about me. I say it to compare my younger self to you. You did not have severe abuse. You are a young person. You are forming your personality and character. I think you are exploring various facets of yourself.<br /><br />We all have an inner "sociopath" i.e. a part of us that is amoral. For the people with severe abuse, they choose to live there, although the choice is subconscious imo<br /><br />A few people are born as sociopaths. That is not your case, so not germane to you.<br /><br />My feeling is that you are a very smart, articulate and intelligent young person, who is exploring facets of himself.Monicanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-37414837224598175622012-06-13T05:09:33.627-07:002012-06-13T05:09:33.627-07:00Thank you, Grey :)Thank you, Grey :)Monicanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-55146725708329914232012-06-13T05:08:28.072-07:002012-06-13T05:08:28.072-07:00Fake Monica but a good fake. Kudos If you fake me,...Fake Monica but a good fake. Kudos If you fake me, just don't make me a ho.Monicanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-84194096826336534932012-06-13T00:41:22.765-07:002012-06-13T00:41:22.765-07:00Grey
:)Grey <br /><br />:)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-24123767268090981892012-06-13T00:29:38.379-07:002012-06-13T00:29:38.379-07:00Mmmmmr. Javier's cadence is pleasant and poeti...Mmmmmr. Javier's cadence is pleasant and poetic and yours, Ukan, is direct and concise. It's a matter of style. Some people like to listen to all kinds of music. Why can't I have the two of you?! *woof*Monicanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-13620657470747032062012-06-13T00:05:55.838-07:002012-06-13T00:05:55.838-07:00Lisa loflLisa loflAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-31947537090754139392012-06-12T22:14:58.444-07:002012-06-12T22:14:58.444-07:00But I always put my needs above others.
Oh and I c...But I always put my needs above others.<br />Oh and I considered my parents to be my advisors, not leaders, I think.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-60629685780317406802012-06-12T22:09:46.933-07:002012-06-12T22:09:46.933-07:00Prepare yourselves for a long post, because this a...Prepare yourselves for a long post, because this answer finding is starting to bore me and I feel that I finaly am close to sth. It will be honest and so on.<br />Before I begin my stories I should clarify that when I was writting about being crime free I ment right now, or for a year or two. Well sometimes I do silly things, but seriously, not all crimes are worth to be labeled as ones (yeah I consider murder, robbery, rape and sth. similar to be a crime, if you get something via manipulation you are simply succesful).<br />One year I was spending my holidays @ grandparents. I can't recall how it happened, but I ended up in a situation where I was loosing arguments and my words were useless, so I started to defend my interests by using physical harm (silly, I now). I kept defending my opinion like that for a week or so and later I noticed that this wasn't working too. So I stopped doing it and applied more manipulation on my grandparents. It was more succesful, so I stayed on that road. <br />I lied when I could benefit from it, so yeah, I am a liar. But I rarely lied for fun, it was a way to get something more when entertainment for me.<br /><br />Once I convinced my few clasmates that we have to make Molotovs cocktail and blow it up, well just for fun. I still don't know how am I able to control people like that, well charm or sociopathic powers (lol) maybe. Well obviously we failed at making it, failure was boring, so I realised that we won't be able to do it and stopped this project.<br /><br />Well my mother complained that I changed in a bad way since being 12-14 (can't recall). I always thought that it was because she labeled me as a teenager and started to use it against me. I thought that because I haven't felt different (well I was taller, wiser, but I was still the same apathic and so on me I used to be). Maybe she was lying just to be able to control me better, I'm not sure.<br /><br />And its only a few stories I could share, maybe later :)<br /><br />What I want to say is that I was doing many things like that, but I simply dashed them out of my behaviour when I noticed that they aren't working. Also I used to do something just to see how others will react to it, so I could know should I keep doing that or do I have to stop or atleast be more careful. I did it on pointless things too. For example I used to say "doh" when I was 8 (probably) until I heard some other guy saying that and realised how stupid it was :D<br /><br />My points against having sociopathy would be:<br /><br />I had never hurted anyone without a reason.<br /><br />I was never really bad, like these bully kids are.<br /><br />I'm still young, so maybe I'm still forming myself.<br /><br />That would be all =\<br /><br />Things that are making me to be in control of myself are:<br /><br />I'm very principled, well sometimes I break my rules, but i get back to them later.<br /><br />I have my own rules and I know what is considered a good behaviour and what isnt.<br /><br />My parents tought me well that there are things that I shouldn't do (taking a life, etc.), maybe they made me to control myself too much, I don't know.<br /><br />I always pick an act that suits me in a situation, since I'm principled and so on I usually pick the safest one, which is good for others too sometimes :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com