tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post8875078531446487995..comments2024-03-28T00:33:57.308-07:00Comments on Sociopath World: Am I a sociopath? (part 6)Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-31277706883783380312014-09-30T00:36:59.920-07:002014-09-30T00:36:59.920-07:00i defiantly understand when i was in high school i...i defiantly understand when i was in high school i was friends with everyone pretty much out cast and popular the only ones who were not much of me were the narcissistic kids that thought they were much more intelligent than other i loved making fun of them because 1 it was funny to see them turn so red and get pissed for me its like a game see who can stay the calmest i usually win and also these people would still return the next day for more and i would transfer from social group to social group rotation from group to group once i pissed everyone off in that group n one i would show up everyone would slowly leave i always thought it was them never me i always felt if you don’t like me get the fuck away from me than life’s tough suck it up and get over it Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15618851295854046989noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-73208315845123815792014-06-30T04:25:31.935-07:002014-06-30T04:25:31.935-07:00Boom.Boom.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-85046101997031878452014-02-02T16:15:15.062-08:002014-02-02T16:15:15.062-08:00This is beautiful and explains how I have felt for...This is beautiful and explains how I have felt for quite some time. Especially in my early twenties, I thought I was having a quarter life crisis. Truly I have grown from them but my recent diagnosis as AsPD is so freeing. I truly feel I can understand myself now and realize that I am not a horrible person nor is my brain sick. I am just different. Special? Maybe. Either way it allows me to be myself, and maybe myself isn't so flawed. Its okay to be who I am, even if its not what society labels as normal. As long as I play by the rules the world is mine to play in. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-73555529126314604952013-08-30T15:31:50.092-07:002013-08-30T15:31:50.092-07:00"Hating sociopaths is like hating a wildfire...."Hating sociopaths is like hating a wildfire. We may seem destructive, but we pave the way for growth and renewal by rebooting the land back to a more pure state."<br /><br />How so? How does inflicting lasting - sometimes permanent - emotional damage on others return the world somehow to purity? I certainly understand that you are constantly tempted to manipulate people, perhaps even hurt them, but how can you claim that the damage you do is somehow good?Petnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-89240914148530198772013-01-29T17:50:02.770-08:002013-01-29T17:50:02.770-08:00I just have no sense of self -- there are people w...I just have no sense of self -- there are people who think that I am their friend but honestly the fact that I have to deal with them all the time just means I have to hold up a personality for a long period of time, when really it just reflects off whoever I hang out with.<br /><br />There is one person who absolutely puzzles me to the extent that I cannot speak to him unless there are others present. I feel like I need to get a "read" on him but it seems like he is doing the same thing I am, making a "read" impossible.roxannenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-6936977463177788222011-08-28T06:31:04.361-07:002011-08-28T06:31:04.361-07:00"Just as I would think it was a waste if Bach..."Just as I would think it was a waste if Bach had never written a note, Dickens had never written a line, etc. etc."<br /><br />People very in touch with their emotions, I'm sure.<br /><br /><br />"That makes us very powerful, and yes, very special. Hating sociopaths is like hating a wildfire. We may seem destructive, but we pave the way for growth and renewal by rebooting the land back to a more pure state."<br /><br />You don't have to be a sociopath to be able to do that.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-13053062242700729752009-09-30T03:10:51.135-07:002009-09-30T03:10:51.135-07:00"it was very easy to make friends -- i could ..."it was very easy to make friends -- i could be whatever they wanted. plus i seemed to have everything and, despite that, still wanted to be their friend. people were flattered, but mere months in the friendship i would tire of things being always about them. their faults would bother me, i would be mean, they would react poorly, things would escalate to the point of me flipping a switch to a total remorseless, vengeance-minded sociopath. i would pour out the wrath, the other person would never be the same. i felt bad whenever this happened."<br /><br /><br />DAMN! <br /><br />This just described me in a nutshell starting since last July! Only I don't feel bad about manipulating this chick into slowly realizing she didn't need me as a friend....I actually feel rather acomplished by it, seeing how the freindship never would've worked and I figured it best if I nudged her into finding this out, that way she wouldn't mope around asking me "why, why, why?" <br /><br />But the rest of this is spot on, frighteningly so!The Sobriquethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02706034738099640224noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-961440878008717402009-09-14T20:41:50.556-07:002009-09-14T20:41:50.556-07:00Too long, didn't read. No one's worth that...Too long, didn't read. No one's worth that amount of attention.<br /><br />Learn to be terse.<br /><br />-Dr WhomAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-78420756485941530332009-06-14T13:18:20.460-07:002009-06-14T13:18:20.460-07:00Did you ever consider Narcissism? Aspergers and na...Did you ever consider Narcissism? Aspergers and narcissism are often confused for each other and have a lot in common. Maybe you're some of each.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-52735963686645215572009-06-11T18:25:36.438-07:002009-06-11T18:25:36.438-07:00"we take information and perceptions we recei..."we take information and perceptions we receive with our sociopath brain and interpret it under what we think are empath rules."<br /><br />The way I do that would be that I think about every single thing I say in a degree from shallow to deep personalities of empaths.<br /><br />For example, one phrase I say could offended a very shallow person, but not a person with a deeper personality.<br /><br />It's a great way of weeding out who's boring and generic.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-88491537685403083962009-06-10T13:25:00.484-07:002009-06-10T13:25:00.484-07:00"Friends" are so over rated!!!! What is ..."Friends" are so over rated!!!! What is the point of a "friend"....i'l tell you!!!....so you always have a drinking buddy!!!Tinkerbellenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-23622664705359755012009-06-10T09:03:32.107-07:002009-06-10T09:03:32.107-07:00That sounds like me as well. Sparse friends in my ...That sounds like me as well. Sparse friends in my late teens... none in my early 20's, sparse in my mid 20's, so on and so forth. I can relate doing the jekyll and hyde thing in my early 20's as well then totally isolating myself after particually destructive episodes. I found other sociopaths that I interacted with would turn me very jekyll. I still can never hold onto a relationship for very long, friendship or otherwise. I just become frustrated because either I feel like I put in all the effert in (masks) or I feel like the person is my dog. They are just around me because I will speak my mind freely. I think sociopaths have to put in more effort socially, so we get more exhausted.Thunderballnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-84535832448190755182009-06-10T07:52:13.234-07:002009-06-10T07:52:13.234-07:00I can really relate to this as well. I’ve come to...I can really relate to this as well. I’ve come to believe that psychological confusion stems from the brain trying to believe something that it knows on a deeper level isn’t true. For a time I tried to believe the story the normals spun about themselves and their morality. I had sociopathic tendencies that fully manifested at puberty but when I reached my 20’s I tried to bury them by making the mask I wore the real me. That’s basically what my own period of confusion boiled down to. It feels good to have that part of my story over with. It’s a freeing thing when you stop lying to yourself. As the Nazarene said, the truth really does set you free.<br /><br />Good luck inquiring reader and good response M.E.Daniel Birdicknoreply@blogger.com