tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post7315308203911605578..comments2024-03-28T00:33:57.308-07:00Comments on Sociopath World: Fictional sociopaths: Smerdyakov?Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger92125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-3734881321813567112014-03-17T20:45:24.550-07:002014-03-17T20:45:24.550-07:00You get turned on by some forms of violence? That...You get turned on by some forms of violence? That’s interesting. Today I had an incident where I wanted stab somebody. I’m working with someone occasionally who is in a position of authority over me. It’s a unique position for me because I’m not really used to someone being in a position of authority over me. I have issues with authority. I’m not proud of it, and it’s a little embarrassing to admit being in my 30’s, and being a professional. It’s one aspect of myself I really don’t like because it causes too many problems. He started to admonish me over an incident, and started to treat me like I was five. Like it was his duty to reel me in, and make me behave supposedly in the “correct” manor. I really did want to jab him with a knife. I started thinking about your definition of cobra and pit bull rage. Made me laugh. I would say that incident was probably more pit bull rage, but a lot of my stuff is cobra rage.<br /><br />I’ve thought a lot about your question about the mafia guy, and I’m not really sure. Since I do have a lot of violent thoughts, and to have someone sit across from me, and tell me about real violence that he engaged in, it just triggered me, and I wanted to do some violence. Perhaps on some level I perceived him as some kind of threat. <br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-30657645710895882262014-03-17T03:50:33.774-07:002014-03-17T03:50:33.774-07:00Free-Behind-My-Mask,
I think I like you.
Alan.Free-Behind-My-Mask,<br />I think I like you.<br /><br />Alan.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-49502566498959240342014-03-16T17:53:08.263-07:002014-03-16T17:53:08.263-07:00Thank you for sharing.
It seems we have some thing...Thank you for sharing.<br />It seems we have some things in common. <br />I'm a 32 year old woman.<br />And I know just what you mean about wanting to cause physical harm. I have...a bit of a temper myself. Me being a paranoid misanthrope does not help matters there, I'm afraid :) <br />And I must admit, I do get very turned on by some forms of violence.<br /><br />There was a discussion here a long time ago about "pit bull" vs "cobra" rage. Pit bull rage is where something triggers it, you see red and just explode inside, but it dissipates relatively quickly. Like a hand grenade going off. <br /><br />Cobra is a much more subtle, cold blooded rage. Rage that makes you concentrate on the best possible way to cause maximum damage to the person, think it through, plan, then execute. All while seeming relatively calm. <br /><br />It can take serious strength to overcome the pit bull rage. To control those impulses. Indulging in fantasy, even if it is the sort of thing that would not be advisable to share with most people, is perfectly normal and can be a great mechanism for self control.<br /> <br />It is incredibly hard to shock most people here, don't worry. <br />What is it you do for work? Are you in law enforcement? <br /><br />I hope you don't mind all the questions, it's just that your story fascinates me, so I would like to understand better why you have that reaction. Especially to the mafia guy. Why exactly did you want to hurt him? <br />You said before that the chaos in your head becomes too much. What do you actually feel when he starts talking about, let's say, taking a hammer and making a 19 yo athlete choose which knee will be pulverised before sending chunks of this kid's patella flying? ( I used to know some of those mafia type guys. The stories they would tell...) <br /><br />Is it directed at him, or more of a general craving for extreme violence? So basically, did you want to dispense justice for what he did; did you crave control over a predator who is used to being in control; is it more of a "having someone describe a particularly delicious steak and you start drooling a little" feeling...etc? Bite menoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-36632008233081842772014-03-16T15:52:57.383-07:002014-03-16T15:52:57.383-07:00I can be, but you get something much rarer, my adm...I can be, but you get something much rarer, my admiration and respect ;)Bite menoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-79779506308250011432014-03-16T12:21:15.845-07:002014-03-16T12:21:15.845-07:00Bite me, you are such a flirt!
MelissaRBite me, you are such a flirt!<br /><br />MelissaRAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-23615441832276241472014-03-16T08:10:36.013-07:002014-03-16T08:10:36.013-07:00Hi everyone,
Thanks for all of the questions. It ...Hi everyone,<br />Thanks for all of the questions. It really does help me figure some of this stuff out. My thoughts of violence are pretty common. Any perceived slight, and I want to knife the person. I could definitely go for some torture too :) Anyone who really goes after me, I have to do a 2 hour torture session in my mind with them. Beating, burning, torture, disembowling, …yep could definitely go for all of those, although I don’t know that rape is at the top of my list. I’m a female, and I’m in my 30’s. I don’t want to say what my profession is because I don’t want to freak anyone out. Does the violence turn me on? Not really, but I would enjoy the feeling of power that would go with it. I’ll give an example of when I was being triggered while being around someone who is violent. I was working with someone who was involved in old school mafia from lower eastside manhattan. He would talk about all his stories from his past. It was triggering me so bad. I remember just sitting there shaking thinking I couldn’t control my impulses. I was going to murder. I was really scared to be around him because of the triggers. I think he thought I was scared of him, but it was actually the other way around. I was scared I was going to hurt him. <br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-20566826597150150452014-03-16T06:24:45.717-07:002014-03-16T06:24:45.717-07:00bite me, can you give me advise to control ones se...bite me, can you give me advise to control ones sexual impulses, lol. <br />joke. well maybe not.. advise is nice. :-)<br />what you wrote was very thoughtful and nice to the anon above. superchicknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-62898505343389885912014-03-16T01:18:53.845-07:002014-03-16T01:18:53.845-07:00Mmm... Jack can manipulate sociopaths to take out ...Mmm... Jack can manipulate sociopaths to take out targets that he wouldn't dirty his hands with.<br /><br />How did you get so big?<br />How did you get so strong?<br />How did you get so hard?<br />How did you get so long?Bite menoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-24485283042116065342014-03-16T00:08:42.616-07:002014-03-16T00:08:42.616-07:00I fail to see how this story is funny or why this ...I fail to see how this story is funny or why this person deserves pitying. They are weak minded and easily manipulated; so use them as the tool they are just wind it up at point it at your target. <br /><br />Jack R.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-71110749286396840762014-03-15T21:07:05.378-07:002014-03-15T21:07:05.378-07:00You've definitely come to the right place :)
T...You've definitely come to the right place :)<br />Thoughts of violence and destruction are extremely common and natural, at least around these parts. But that could mean so many things...<br />What sort of violence do you crave? Eg beating, burning, rape, torture, disembowling, male/female...the possibilities are endless. It helps to share those so like minded people can share their preferences too.<br /><br />Does this violence turn you on? <br />Is there something specific, like an asshole boss, that sets it off?<br /><br />Being around highly aggressive, violent people is enough to set off the fight/flight response in most and it sounds like it's something you have to deal with. How come?<br /><br />Also, it really helps to know a little more about you. Nothing revealing. Just things like age, sex, occupation...that sort of thing. <br /><br />The more you share, the more we can all talk about our mutual desires and needs. The more you open up, the less chance the others will mistake you for a troll and treat you so undeservedly harshly. <br />Bite menoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-59642019495275234002014-03-15T17:38:21.069-07:002014-03-15T17:38:21.069-07:00Well I definitely have a dark side, but I also hav...Well I definitely have a dark side, but I also have a side to me that is pretty normal and functional. I have a lot of thoughts of violence and destruction. As long as I have these little outlets....posting things on sites, black humor, etc., I think I'll be ok. I do worry about my impulses sometimes, and I am scared at times that I won't be able to control them. There are certain things I stay away from because they trigger me too much. For example, if I am around aggressive, violent people, I start to lose the feeling of having control over my impulses. The insanity and chaos in my head are too much. How about you?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-39336888215611747292014-03-15T17:03:40.776-07:002014-03-15T17:03:40.776-07:00Don't I know it :)
You can call me Green Eyes ...Don't I know it :)<br />You can call me Green Eyes or Kat if you wish, Bite me is just the name I use on this phone.<br /><br />Won't you tell me a bit about yourself and what brought you here?Bite menoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-24380009670908278742014-03-15T16:43:06.998-07:002014-03-15T16:43:06.998-07:00haha thanks bite me :) I need an outlet. It'...haha thanks bite me :) I need an outlet. It's better than actually doing something crazy. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-79699667968624206102014-03-15T16:34:37.498-07:002014-03-15T16:34:37.498-07:00Oh shucks, I'm sorry.
I had you pegged as one...Oh shucks, I'm sorry. <br />I had you pegged as one of them darned badasses. They tend to make a bit of a nuisance of themselves.<br /><br />I was not aware you genuinely wanted to share your dark side with us. <br />This is indeed the place. We tend to be hard to shock and are rather supportive of those who tell us their darker stories. <br /><br />I do hope we can leave all this unpleasantness behind us.<br />Won't you share with us?Bite menoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-24174809744291763902014-03-15T15:59:55.851-07:002014-03-15T15:59:55.851-07:00Say, how does one get an avatar next to one's ...Say, how does one get an avatar next to one's comments?Free-Behind-My-Maskhttp://www.kiasherosjourney.com/avatar.jpgnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-79347511276330483412014-03-15T15:44:45.490-07:002014-03-15T15:44:45.490-07:00heh so funny because I got treated like shit by so...heh so funny because I got treated like shit by some of the denizens today. Was weird. They still haven't explained to me what was offensive.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-29531761602712411052014-03-15T15:20:32.985-07:002014-03-15T15:20:32.985-07:00that was a sad movie but a good hardcore reality t...that was a sad movie but a good hardcore reality to watch. And to think there are mothers out there like this. (daughters abused by the hands of their own fathers). sickly fucks. And how mothers ignore the obvious.. and blame their daughters. <br />yup that mom was a true sicko. and she played the role good.superchicknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-12796645399128954562014-03-15T15:02:25.101-07:002014-03-15T15:02:25.101-07:00I think I very accurate daily life portrayal (mean...I think I very accurate daily life portrayal (meaning not a famous serial killer) of a psychopath is the mother figure, played by Mo'Nique, in the movie "Precious". I think she had the hardest role and did an outstanding acting job in this film. No that I'm saying people with ASPD are common, because they make up a small percentage of the popular, but this character was a great example of what is more typical.<br /><br />MelissaRAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-32309010112321006642014-03-15T14:36:54.797-07:002014-03-15T14:36:54.797-07:00Good point. Good at manipulating and deceiving, an...Good point. Good at manipulating and deceiving, and coming across as clever? Part of the game that ensnares us...until we understand what's going on that is. Then the tables can turn.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-90728286295620513432014-03-15T11:07:36.487-07:002014-03-15T11:07:36.487-07:00Thanks superchick. Still curious what the others ...Thanks superchick. Still curious what the others thought was offensive.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-58425201898931276042014-03-15T10:45:02.412-07:002014-03-15T10:45:02.412-07:00Ya the older population is welcoming to be around ...Ya the older population is welcoming to be around for sure Melissa. <br /><br />Lol, Eric yr girlfriend if funny. at least she makes it fun and interesting. superchicknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-55745939835270497222014-03-15T10:38:04.211-07:002014-03-15T10:38:04.211-07:00lol, dont take it personal. we just have different...lol, dont take it personal. we just have different responses to the blog and post threads. Laugh out loud. smile cowboy or cowgirl. tis all good, were all good. people will cuss, curse out, encourage, and enlighten. :)superchicknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-79049088031679965922014-03-15T09:54:11.690-07:002014-03-15T09:54:11.690-07:00I am curious though, what was so offensive? Was i...I am curious though, what was so offensive? Was it the cussing? Is this a cussing-free zone?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-19051640630912861652014-03-15T09:44:30.222-07:002014-03-15T09:44:30.222-07:00Ask Hannibal LecterAsk Hannibal LecterFree-Behind-My-Maskhttp://www.kiasherosjourney.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-12831203515960774022014-03-15T09:41:53.666-07:002014-03-15T09:41:53.666-07:00Spot onSpot onFree-Behind-My-Maskhttp://www.kiasherosjourney.comnoreply@blogger.com