tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post6634282790730755134..comments2024-03-28T00:33:57.308-07:00Comments on Sociopath World: Liking and not likingUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger50125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-76054572102801932592014-10-16T08:53:09.994-07:002014-10-16T08:53:09.994-07:00what you're saying is not wearing a mask, ;) w...what you're saying is not wearing a mask, ;) wearing a mask means completely pretending who y are. like changing your whole personality. like acting in a show. Tessanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-39289227388004002252014-10-16T08:48:44.612-07:002014-10-16T08:48:44.612-07:00not wearing a mask makes y less powerful. and i ac...not wearing a mask makes y less powerful. and i actually like to wear it and i also like to be put it down with 1 or two people who won't think it's a bad thing. i have a person who won't run away from me when she finds out for ex. i steal things when we're out shopping and i get bored. ( i put them back after knowing i can get away with it. after knowong i did it successfully)<br />and also, the thing about liking to do whatever takes your complete attention is veery true about me. <br />Tessanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-46975482123837529872014-10-11T10:10:49.184-07:002014-10-11T10:10:49.184-07:00Everyone wears a mask at some point. Sales people...Everyone wears a mask at some point. Sales people, politicians and countless others, including myself, do it all the time. I can't remember the number of times I've wanted to tell someone they're a jerk but didn't, because to do so would get me fired or worse, punched in the face. It's hard pretending to be nice and reasonable when all you want to do is call a spade a spade. The effort of not doing it takes its own toll. So there are times when I just let that shit fly. But there's a price for that, too.<br /><br />SpAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-89829207339629425762014-10-10T12:14:38.210-07:002014-10-10T12:14:38.210-07:00Okay when ur done rebuilding, me & doc are ta...Okay when ur done rebuilding, me & doc are taking it for a ride! Pretty please! :pSuperchicknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-9098000421640372592014-10-10T12:09:41.754-07:002014-10-10T12:09:41.754-07:00Lololol. You two! :DLololol. You two! :DSuperchicknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-81950695554821048942014-10-10T05:48:37.975-07:002014-10-10T05:48:37.975-07:00Anal sphincters are the bong! You control it all d...Anal sphincters are the bong! You control it all day long!Anus mannoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-87538074015308641862014-10-10T02:10:29.401-07:002014-10-10T02:10:29.401-07:00You poor dear.
It must be hard not understanding a...You poor dear.<br />It must be hard not understanding all those blonde jokes people keep repeating to you, slower and slower, before finally walking away muttering something about points being proven, huh? <br /><br />Truthishly, they like make no sense and must be like totally trolling too, right? <br /><br />Reread his comment until that lonely little brain cell wakes up. There was no indignation and he does make sense. Even if I do disagree with him on one point. Sociopaths can be very possessive and protective of their loved ones. They are ours, damn it.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-331996661096076132014-10-09T23:41:26.847-07:002014-10-09T23:41:26.847-07:00not even to tits that sizenot even to tits that sizeAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-5210543656064552014-10-09T22:11:46.547-07:002014-10-09T22:11:46.547-07:00I can relate with anyone as long as it remains on ...I can relate with anyone as long as it remains on a superficial level. It's when things go deeper they can get dicey. I'm not sure age ever factors in to it. I have major queen bee syndrome. Any other queen bees I encounter, I try to be respectful and stay out of their queendom.Dr. Gingernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-44738828632822829652014-10-09T21:49:12.795-07:002014-10-09T21:49:12.795-07:00My winter project is to get the old warhorse of a ...My winter project is to get the old warhorse of a VFR back on the road (looking for some plastic...). What track do you have in mind and what's your ride? <br /><br />My favorite track bike was, without question, my old RC-51. Sigh...I miss that bike...HLHallernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-82502332167177215262014-10-09T21:44:48.311-07:002014-10-09T21:44:48.311-07:00Hi S.C. and Dr. G!
Ha! Ma Haller is 9 years and ...Hi S.C. and Dr. G!<br /><br />Ha! Ma Haller is 9 years and 9 months my junior (chronologically - she's at least 20yrs my senior in maturity! *giggle*). <br /><br />Being as I'm sorta new to the whole BPD "thing", age related comfort aspect is interesting - how about other Cluster B's out there? Is it just a BPD experience? <br /><br />I've "invented" [what seems like] countless theories on why I relate to people the way I do - this seems cleaner than most.<br /><br />I've long had the sense that I've lagged my "chronological cohort" from an emotional development perspective - it's a long and, without alcohol, pretty boring, story. As I've gotten older the lag seems to increase. To a degree, I've seen myself as being a "bit slow" to mature emotionally. (My first child was born in my early forties!!!).<br /><br />@SC: I used to have brown hair and I started getting little bits of grey in my 20's - but the real action hit in my 40's starting around my sideburns/"chops". (my sister refers to my facial hair as a "pharaoh.") and yep - there are streaks of grey. <br /><br />...I think it's about to go find Ma... >:-> HLHallernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-67122954004866301392014-10-09T21:08:41.999-07:002014-10-09T21:08:41.999-07:00I play music. Not well, but that doesn't reall...I play music. Not well, but that doesn't really stop me. Mostly electronic stuff, so it is less of a live performance and mostly just me sequencing and multi-tracking stuff in my little home studio. I put it online, some people like it but it isn't anything special. <br /><br />This discussion of masks really hits home for me. For a long time I was trying to figure out what it meant that all of my interactions with people seemed to be faked, like an act. I really was starting to resent these interactions with everyone. I think figuring out that I am a sociopath has helped me to resent the masks less.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14837238029620913050noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-59827693768018891232014-10-09T20:49:06.582-07:002014-10-09T20:49:06.582-07:00I forgot to mention sex. lol. Superchick thanks fo...I forgot to mention sex. lol. Superchick thanks for sharing your life and concerns with your children in a previous posts. Your kids have more freedom than most can imagine these days.DoctorSciFihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13423928917489228542noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-11351349231102130592014-10-09T20:19:40.309-07:002014-10-09T20:19:40.309-07:00"so much that you'll wear a blonde wig on..."so much that you'll wear a blonde wig on Dr. Phil's show!" pffffttt thanks anon, you just made me spit out my diet coke. you're indignant and make absolutely no sense, rock on with your trolling, perhaps with practice you'll get better at it, or at least make sense.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-71056470023373419912014-10-09T20:04:11.936-07:002014-10-09T20:04:11.936-07:00totally. wait...what?totally. wait...what?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-64490731460016019892014-10-09T19:23:08.447-07:002014-10-09T19:23:08.447-07:00Superchick: "The Lottery" is not a book....Superchick: "The Lottery" is not a book. It's a short story (published in 1948 in THE NEW YORKER magazine. It's available to read free on line at http://sites.middlebury.edu/individualandthesociety/files/2010/09/jackson_lottery.pdf<br />When published it created a huge uproar, taking both the magazine and the author completely by surprise. It's now considered one of the greatest short stories of the 20th Century. I think I was about 15 years old when I read it, and it completely blew me away and still does. There's a fine Wikipedia article about the story and the reactions to it.<br /><br />Another fine work in the same vein, though this time a complete book, is LORD OF THE FLIES by William Golding. (It's a movie, also.) The book is about some English school boys who are shipwrecked on a Pacific island after a vague World War III like Armageddon calamity. There are no girls and no adults. The boys struggle to organize themselves into a semblance of civilization (there are enough resources on the island that their survival is not threatened by lack of food or water). <br /><br />There attempts at organization gradually descend into barbarism and savagery. The allegory (about adult humans and war) is thick, but the story telling is adept and gripping, so it's not thick ladled allegory. Quite horrifying, really. Which might make it the right "cup of tea" for the 'paths here. Of course, few if any people here want to do much anybody else suggests as interesting or useful, so suit yourself.Radical Agnostichttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08630112321918941568noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-58814397504365873622014-10-09T18:35:01.782-07:002014-10-09T18:35:01.782-07:00HL and super chick,
I was thinking about what y...HL and super chick,<br /> <br />I was thinking about what you said, and wondering if i was having a hard time relating to people my age. I'm 34. The problem is is I'm really 5 so it's hard to relate with people :/ :/Dr. Gingernoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-37761432083415275112014-10-09T18:21:30.388-07:002014-10-09T18:21:30.388-07:00What instrument do you play?What instrument do you play?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-6838907741581619192014-10-09T18:19:00.534-07:002014-10-09T18:19:00.534-07:00Fudge this autocorrect. Scapegoat*Fudge this autocorrect. Scapegoat*Superchicknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-45819735354222219592014-10-09T18:16:57.805-07:002014-10-09T18:16:57.805-07:00I must get my hands on a copy of that Lottery book...I must get my hands on a copy of that Lottery book. Sounds interesting about how humans do scopegoat to feel better about themselves. I always tell my partner that. LolSuperchicknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-89656563049778558592014-10-09T17:54:09.286-07:002014-10-09T17:54:09.286-07:00I could out bike anyone! Let's go! Lol ;)I could out bike anyone! Let's go! Lol ;)Superchicknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-6624912863451099492014-10-09T17:52:22.203-07:002014-10-09T17:52:22.203-07:00Errrr, phone dam autocorrectErrrr, phone dam autocorrectSuperchicknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-7097148228217177612014-10-09T17:50:51.316-07:002014-10-09T17:50:51.316-07:00That gap is perfecto HLs 5-10 years. My partner is...That gap is perfecto HLs 5-10 years. My partner is 7 yrs older, it's real nice. People my age, I don't tend to relate with much also. Ots usually younger or older, not so much my age. So many borderline I have meant feel this way. It's not the first I heard. ;) hmm 50, do you have some grey coming in. I love the salt and pepper look on men. I just love the way the body ages gracefully. Superchicknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-81729726945490297112014-10-09T17:45:55.608-07:002014-10-09T17:45:55.608-07:00Thank you for the kind comments from some people....Thank you for the kind comments from some people. I really appreciate the "You're the alien" comment. Starting around the age of 10 or so, I read a great deal of science fiction. Some of the greatest science fiction I ever read were stunning portrayals of sociopathic behavior and psychology. Two of the most memorable for me were Shirley Jackson's "The Lottery" a brilliant description of the human need to make ourselves feel better by scapegoating. The other, absolutely brilliant story was Jerome Bixby's "It's a Good Life," (also made into at least four video presentations. It's about a four year old child with naer God like powers.<br /><br />I am a fanatical atheist. Although there are a few fairly good religious science fiction writers, most of the genre are fairly obvious atheists. The people who composed the Judeo-Christian Bible and the other creators of the most esteemed religious works (Hindu, Islam -- close to Christianity and Judaism -- Buddhism -- and so on were the science fiction writers of their times.Radical Agnostichttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08630112321918941568noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-32897409217561972232014-10-09T17:30:37.727-07:002014-10-09T17:30:37.727-07:00I'm usually more comfortable with people eithe...I'm usually more comfortable with people either older than me or people younger than me (I'm talking platonic here - ). People my age have always felt...like I wasn't in tune with them some how. <br /><br />These days it's about 5-10 years minimum - that seems like enough of a gap to "explain" my "awkwardness," maybe?<br /><br />I'm pushing 50 and let me say, it's not the years, it's the miles! 8D~HLHallernoreply@blogger.com