tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post610712851012194206..comments2024-03-18T07:07:07.291-07:00Comments on Sociopath World: Dirty workUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger56125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-40306910775872833922012-04-06T05:01:32.890-07:002012-04-06T05:01:32.890-07:00The universe is feeding my delusions with synchron...The universe is feeding my delusions with synchronicities once again.<br /><br />When he was talking about his age in relation to his discovery of his psychopathy (second video), he said it was significantly harder to alter established behaviors and notions at age 63 than at, say, 21.<br /><br />Funny, I'm 21. I'm also just coming to terms with my sociopathic tendencies. I used to tell myself I was an empath; that's why I can get along with everyone. Of course, I just overlooked the fact that I had no stable sense of self. I knew I was just mirroring everyone's bullshit right back at them, but self-delusion is a powerful thing, especially when you're desperately clinging to what you believe to be your last shreds of humanity. Turns out, letting something go is much easier when it's already gone.<br /><br />I am not an empath. I rarely feel emotion of my own, and even more rarely that of others. <br /><br />I am a sociopath. I am, at all times except when absolutely alone, under disguise. I lack the capacity to form emotional bonds with other people and feel little-to-no desire for "true" interaction.<br /><br />I am not a serial killer. I am not a rapist. I am not [often] a thief. I have piercing eyes and a cold demeanor, but I do not inherently harbor resentment for all of humanity. Contrary to popular belief, it is possible for me to like people. I can't form an emotional bond with them, I probably won't seek out their company often, and I doubt I'd miss them if they went away... but I still like them.<br /><br />I'm a predator, not a monster. My biological makeup and life experiences shaped me into the person that I am today, and I cannot be held responsible for that. I am only responsible the decisions I make now with my newfound understanding of myself.<br /><br />I am not completely inhuman. I feel "emotion" in my own way. I do feel normal emotions from time to time, and though often intense, they usually fade quickly. My normal state of operation is calm, collected, and calculating, free of the haze of emotions... but I do understand their necessity in maintaining balance, both within and without the individual. <br /><br />While genuine spontaneous emotion is quite infrequent for me, I often find myself "feeling" in a different way: I "feel" rationally. I'm not sure I can fully explain this, but in a situation in which I know I should feel something, I sort of synthesize the emotion. This creates a rational/intellectual sensation of the emotion, still free of the haze. I can have my clarity of mind and still "feel." It's absolutely fascinating to me.<br /><br />I should also note that I sometimes find myself inadvertently inducing emotional states, something I would never have believed was possible until I became aware of it and tried consciously doing it. Which I can. I focus on the emotional state, how it affects thought processes and behavior, how it presents externally... and then I can slip into the mindset (and thankfully right back out at will). Once I learn to properly utilize this...<br /><br />I think that all these years of introspection, drug exploration, meditation and mysticism have expanded my consciousness to the point where the line between imagining something and experiencing it are blurred. After drugs started losing their thrill, I began experimenting with mental disorders. It's extraordinarily fascinating to see life through the eyes of a disorder you don't have. Helps me better understand myself and others. Helps me better manipulate myself and others, should the need arrive.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-23369761208871584142012-03-30T12:14:20.696-07:002012-03-30T12:14:20.696-07:00I totally think there is something to this too, I ...I totally think there is something to this too, I think it might have to do with genes, I think its hard for soul to marry with certain genes, since the grays are supposed to be soulless from excessive gene manipulation where they could no longer get a soul to connect to the body. DNA definitely has something to do with spirit.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-73668870784801177602012-03-27T10:59:17.049-07:002012-03-27T10:59:17.049-07:00New, not regular. Thank you Anon.New, not regular. Thank you Anon.Greynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-53517329338282211332012-03-27T07:23:05.796-07:002012-03-27T07:23:05.796-07:00What if one day he put the drops in from the wrong...What if one day he put the drops in from the wrong solution, the disinfectant, and now associates anything on the eyeball burning the crap out of his retina? What if he is so add he doesn't remember if he took the bottle with the red cap till the last millisecond?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-35068037546345755522012-03-27T04:36:05.891-07:002012-03-27T04:36:05.891-07:00It's not suppose to be automatic for paths.It's not suppose to be automatic for paths.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-46742351409627863912012-03-27T04:35:17.043-07:002012-03-27T04:35:17.043-07:00He mentioned how others see him, and the reply was...He mentioned how others see him, and the reply wasn't great. Did you even watch the fucking video ?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-6057208724492281812012-03-26T22:07:24.539-07:002012-03-26T22:07:24.539-07:00Shut up, asshole. Not you, Monica.Shut up, asshole. Not you, Monica.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-40359808678499685212012-03-26T22:03:25.151-07:002012-03-26T22:03:25.151-07:00"I think only sociopaths have the option of b..."I think only sociopaths have the option of being truly selfless. Empaths' are hardwired to draw back benefit, albeit subconsciously."<br /><br />This is very beautiful. Did one of the regulars write this?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-84049879442649237642012-03-26T21:13:42.103-07:002012-03-26T21:13:42.103-07:00Nobody gives a fuck.Nobody gives a fuck.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-28321660355202099562012-03-26T21:00:12.280-07:002012-03-26T21:00:12.280-07:00HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-21775726067522232082012-03-26T20:57:24.652-07:002012-03-26T20:57:24.652-07:00Ok that would be fine.. but I will be chanting wi...Ok that would be fine.. but I will be chanting with her nam yo ho rengay kyo in a small group, no joke.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-29264542630677573782012-03-26T20:21:53.241-07:002012-03-26T20:21:53.241-07:00LOL touche. well played my friend.LOL touche. well played my friend.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-58144931692777619352012-03-26T20:00:52.874-07:002012-03-26T20:00:52.874-07:00he's kind of cutehe's kind of cuteAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-31331295364657897852012-03-26T19:54:45.972-07:002012-03-26T19:54:45.972-07:00Hello SW I felt lonely for you. It has been a lo...Hello SW I felt lonely for you. It has been a long time.<br />Love from MonicaMonicanoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-23532649427267428872012-03-26T19:12:07.380-07:002012-03-26T19:12:07.380-07:00and it's only monday (:and it's only monday (:Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-42763609820027448792012-03-26T19:10:59.883-07:002012-03-26T19:10:59.883-07:00i'm a just a lil drunki'm a just a lil drunkAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-66331367595573860042012-03-26T19:10:32.864-07:002012-03-26T19:10:32.864-07:00shtupid sit!shtupid sit!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-2644357289657747302012-03-26T16:14:53.111-07:002012-03-26T16:14:53.111-07:00You mean demons in skin? I think so......You mean demons in skin? I think so......Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-79588310959753883862012-03-26T16:12:05.768-07:002012-03-26T16:12:05.768-07:00A highly know actor lacked empathy from the crib b...A highly know actor lacked empathy from the crib but<br />he mastered those genes; married and had children.<br />He contributed to society and did not hurt people.<br />He is my PEER.........Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-82848671907655863752012-03-26T15:42:00.694-07:002012-03-26T15:42:00.694-07:00People choose their actions to a certain extent. L...People choose their actions to a certain extent. Lack of impulse control is a real thing. I know. One has to be mindful but in certain cirlces, sociopathic behavior is advantageous.<br /><br />They choose how harmful they are because they can redirect energies and seek counseling. They do not have the normal mechanisms others have to tell them right from wrong. They have to desire to be "good". Most of the time, that is just not advantageous, so they do not.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-74797814926546917992012-03-26T15:38:21.965-07:002012-03-26T15:38:21.965-07:00Just tell her you arent interested. Anything else ...Just tell her you arent interested. Anything else is being an asshole. Upfront always wins. If she cant handle it, that is her shit to deal with.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-90526118631891220082012-03-26T15:36:35.204-07:002012-03-26T15:36:35.204-07:00That is an automatic response, most likely. Why do...That is an automatic response, most likely. Why do people think he is a psychopath?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-67062764994547633032012-03-26T15:35:07.654-07:002012-03-26T15:35:07.654-07:00Empatheticly, not emphatically.Empatheticly, not emphatically.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-28266194943087466872012-03-26T15:34:01.424-07:002012-03-26T15:34:01.424-07:00Psychopaths are the descendants of human hybrids c...Psychopaths are the descendants of human hybrids created by an alien race. The nephilim in the bible was a bastardized account. They are here to keep our species in check.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-50585696933621145252012-03-26T13:40:56.488-07:002012-03-26T13:40:56.488-07:00Darling, I don't care whether you keep her or ...Darling, I don't care whether you keep her or not. But she is yours if you want :)Momnoreply@blogger.com