tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post2598999474203186036..comments2024-03-28T00:33:57.308-07:00Comments on Sociopath World: Restoring from back-upUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger199125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-19612374409095305172016-03-29T22:07:08.377-07:002016-03-29T22:07:08.377-07:00You are retarded.You are retarded.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-25354818994380702462016-03-22T00:10:31.233-07:002016-03-22T00:10:31.233-07:00Testimony By Wendy Owen, Getting my Ex back !
I w...Testimony By Wendy Owen, Getting my Ex back !<br /><br />I was hurt and heart broken when a very big problem occurred in my marriage seven months ago, between me and my husband . so terrible that he took the case to court for a divorce. he said that he never wanted to stay with me again,and that he didn't love me anymore.So he packed out of the house and made me and my children passed through severe pain. I tried all my possible means to get him back,after much begging,but all to no avail.and he confirmed it that he has made his decision,and he never wanted to see me again. So on one evening,as i was coming back from work,i met an old friend of mine who asked of my husband .So i explained every thing to him,so he told me that the only way i can get my husband back,is to visit a spell caster,because it has really worked for him too.So i never believed in spell,but i had no other choice,than to follow his advice. Then he gave me the Email address of the spell caster whom he visited. Templeofloveandprosperity@gmail.com. So the next morning,i sent a mail to the address he gave to me,and the spell caster assured me that i will get my husband back the next day. What an amazing statement!! I never believed,so he spoke with me, and told me everything that i need to do. Then the next morning, So surprisingly, my husband who didn't call me for the past 7 months, gave me a call to inform me that he was coming back. So Amazing!! So that was how he came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and he apologized for his mistake,and for the pain he caused me and my children. Then from that day,our relationship was now stronger than how it were before,by the help of a spell caster. So, i will advice you out there if you have any problem contact Dr Frank Ojo, i give you 100% guarantee that he will help you.. Email him at: Templeofloveandprosperity@gmail.com ,or visit his Web site to know more about him: http://africatemple.yolasite.com ,and i lives in United Kingdom. Thank you sooooo much!!!Wendy Owenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14116036454535424164noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-73643458951465029052016-03-18T03:11:53.254-07:002016-03-18T03:11:53.254-07:00Really?? It does???
Good for you, Joanie! You mus...Really?? It does???<br /><br />Good for you, Joanie! You must really, really hate yourself then :-)Socioempathnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-10659079797063810472016-03-17T18:43:52.936-07:002016-03-17T18:43:52.936-07:00Compulsive lying and deception makes my blood boil...Compulsive lying and deception makes my blood boil with anyone (including my immediate family) except one asshole "friend" of mine. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03090446375385820183noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-55415954238530312262016-03-17T18:41:51.189-07:002016-03-17T18:41:51.189-07:00I agree with the P.S.
Incidentally, since my own...I agree with the P.S. <br /><br />Incidentally, since my own awakening, thank God I don't need stimulants anymore. <br /><br />When will you free yourself and stop being a liar & manipulator? Come on already! Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03090446375385820183noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-11096984855353765272016-03-17T18:30:46.092-07:002016-03-17T18:30:46.092-07:00You did and I really appreciate it. I know you sa...You did and I really appreciate it. I know you said it because you genuinely don't want me to be hurt. It's these subtleties that made me fall for him - I know he could've been a bigger asshole than he was but he wasn't. What kept him back other than his beautiful, cuddly, true self he's tucked away deep down. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03090446375385820183noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-85363519221972809512016-03-17T18:25:17.004-07:002016-03-17T18:25:17.004-07:00The ability to control your emotions IS a good thi...The ability to control your emotions IS a good thing and IS advantageous IF you choose to use it for GOOD ends. If you choose to use it for selfish, manipulative, deceptive, sinister, evil ends - you are a psychopath. If you are well aware of who's ultimately pulling the strings, you are a devil. Try twisting it around all you like. The Bible can leave you with an impression of a God who can be tricked but if you ever read the Quran sincerely, you'd know - as is obvious to anyone with the ability to reason objectively - that all power is with God alone. He can, at any moment, destroy you. It is out of His Mercy & Compassionate and His Plan that you - and all of us - are allotted a fixed time period. You are free to do what you can in that period, be it manipulate and deceive or turn to God and use your talents for good. Ultimately you will die and to God you will return. There is no middleman, there is no arbitration, the Devil & his spirit minions have NO power - they along with their human companions will end up in hell. <br /><br />I have more faith in my "friend" than he does and I pray and hope he won't end up in the wrong camp. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03090446375385820183noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-50143669951118190732016-03-17T18:20:26.599-07:002016-03-17T18:20:26.599-07:00I've clarified this multiple times. I know be...I've clarified this multiple times. I know because I'm far more empathetic today than I was a year ago, than I was 6 months ago. My heart has gotten stronger and I've become happier, more content, and more empathetic. I wasn't a psychopath (although I almost became one) but I made a huge leap on the spectrum thanks to God. Psychopaths are just far behind on that same spectrum. <br /><br />Awakened people have "switches." They are aware that they can turn on or off their empathy. It's how you choose to behave with that "gift" that determines if you will ultimately become psychopathic or not. A default lack of empathy (which is not an emotion like you keep repeating) does NOT explain evil or sinister behavior. It only explains indifference in a neutral context (i.e. watching a dog get run over...won't make a difference to you but it shouldn't prompt you to run over a dog needlessly). <br /><br />Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03090446375385820183noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-15900826373650862832016-03-17T15:58:38.504-07:002016-03-17T15:58:38.504-07:00(Part 3)
For example, when I would talk to a comp...(Part 3)<br /><br />For example, when I would talk to a complete stranger, I wouldn't feel nor sense any traces of anxiety or fear.<br />If I accidentally did something that is supposed to be "embarassing" in front of individuals who knew me, there would be no shame, regret, confusion, or whatever other "negative" emotion on my part, as I wouldn't get bothered at all, and instinctively find a way to stay on top and "save face", as if nothing had happened.<br />While driving a car, if I see an "opening", no matter how tight or close (or dangerous) it seems, I'd take it without any seconds thoughts or doubts, as I know I can make it.<br />And so on.<br /><br />However, while driving a car past it's (and mine) limits, I have noticed that, instead of worrying about crashing or losing control, I instead become very calm and intensely focused, with me being very interested in seeing how far I can take it. What?? I have <i>never</i> had this happen to me before, in the four years of driving fast. Additionally, if I was "racing" someone before, I would worry if he would catch up, if I would make a mistake, lose control and crash; now, it is just "let's see if you can keep up, sucker" and I win (of course).<br />Now, the "paradoxical calmness" isn't limited to just driving the car, although it is most pronounced then.<br />It seems that, if I cross a certain "stress threshold", I get very calm, with the accompanying focus, everything unimportant gets tuned out, and the only thing that matters is getting the job done.<br /><br />Do I miss the "old me"? Oh, hell no! I am having the time of my life! And my life certainly got much, much better!<br />For me, the feeling of a rush, succeeding and accomplishments far surpass any nice feelings you might get from "socializing and connecting" with someone. And besides, friends are nearly always fleeting (although you can find a few "worthy" individuals, they are extremely rare), while the accomplishments and experiences stay with you. I can't really explain it, but somehow this state feels much more "natural" to me.<br /><br />If my experiences are anything to go by, simply granting somebody psychopathic (and intelligent?) "neurotypical emotions", especially if they are strong, is not really the right way to go. What you'd get is a miserable person who has a desire to go his own way, to experience a lot, and so on, but who, due to his overly analytical nature, will get easily depressed and give up due to "negative emotions" caused by his overanalysis of the world around him. Just imagine trying to do something really exciting (and dangerous) to satisfy your impulse or to get ahead, then getting stopped by fear, regret, worry, panic, et cetera.<br /><br />However, due to my "late blooming", compared to the usual psychopathic "awakenings", it would make sense that my emotional parts of the brain are more developed, which would explain why I can easily and intuitively detect any emotion, be it positive or negative, and why putting on "masks" doesn't seem to exhaust me as much as it should, so there is that.<br /><br />P. S.<br />Joanie, all the amphetamine in the world isn't gonna make you any smarter or less delusional ;-)Socioempathnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-64922438248586518002016-03-17T15:57:45.706-07:002016-03-17T15:57:45.706-07:00(Part 2)
It has also, somewhat paradoxically, mad...(Part 2)<br /><br />It has also, somewhat paradoxically, made me quit drinking and smoking weed, and generally to start taking care of myself, and I could also do what was required of me and do what I wanted, all without breaking a sweat. And I never seemed to develop a tolerance or get any "cravings" or "withdrawals", as I had no problems stopping if that was required. It was the only drug that made me feel "more in control", as I felt that everything I did on it was the result of my abilities, not the drug itself - "more sober than sober". But, of course, it also made me more impulsive and got me into quite a lot of trouble, with my sudden success and constant "adventures" made my folks (probably instigated by my mother) at home very suspicious and even more overbearing, with my mother trying various underhanded tricks to try to limit my "freedom", which drove me further into amphetamine usage just to "keep up" and keep doing it.<br />But amphetamine still didn't turn me "psychopathic", as a few days after ceasing usage I would get "neurotypical" again. And while amphetamine's effect weren't exactly like psychopathy, they were very, very similar.<br />What I have found interesting at the time, was that it seemed to have a longer and stronger effect on me than on other people, even if they were inexperienced with it, no matter how much or how long I took it, even though by all logic I should have developed quite a tolerance to it - I have suspected that the reason why it was so much more effective for me than for others was because of something genetic.<br /><a rel="nofollow">There is a study</a> which states that amphetamine releases nearly four times more dopamine in psychopathic individuals than in those who are "normal", which would account for my "genetic legacy", and why I found amphetamine much more effective that other people did.<br /><br />Over time, I found it "impractical" to rely on it to succeed (the drug itself wasn't the problem, it was the process of constantly getting it, wasting money that could be used elsewhere and hiding it's usage that proved impractical), so I gradually went on the path of "controlling my emotion"; at the end of the "process", I chose to "unacknowledge", not pay them any attention, rather than "ignore" them; psychopathy itself wasn't my goal, as all that I needed was for my decision to be unaffected by them - it didn't really matter to me how strongly I would feel them, as long as they didn't interfere with my goals. Very soon (perhaps maybe a week or even less?) after I started to "unacknowledge" them, however, it didn't require any effort on my part, as I was now free to do whatever I want, completely sober and without practicing the "unacknowledgement" at all. By comparison, the internet says that somebody stoic would always have to practice the skill and would need to put in the effort to "stay on top" of his emotions.<br />I seem to have gotten more than I bargained for. Not that I complain, mind you - quite the opposite.<br /><br />Now, to be fair, there seems to be an "official concensus" that, if you didn't turn psychopathic soon after 18 (or 19?) that it is <i>very unlikely</i> that you will.<br />So, I have tested myself extensively for a very extended period of time, while staying completely sober (I have not used anything except cigarettes and caffeine, and still don't nor do I feel the need); if I was merely just good at suppressing my emotions, it would show when I tried to push myself to the limit and past my comfort zone. And the results seem to confirm the psychopathic self-diagnosis, even after a period of inactivity or doing something completely unfamiliar.Socioempathnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-46374694170537293862016-03-17T15:56:52.960-07:002016-03-17T15:56:52.960-07:00A, that is a really interesting story. I think I s...A, that is a really interesting story. I think I should also elaborate more on my past, as it could shed even more light on the subject; enjoy!<br /><br />(Part 1)<br /><br />I too was a highly intelligent, "gifted" child (I am also left-handed and good-looking, so there you go).<br />In elementary school, I was ostracized for being "different" and "weird", so I mostly kept to myself. It didn't help that my parents, especially my mother, were overbearing and always expected me to be the best at everything; I would get harshly punished for the lightest of failures, and my successes didn't seem to bring any results or rewards, and they also considered having fun a waste of time while I always sought excitement - I also always resented being told what to do. Now, that did not turn me sociopathic, merely introverted and socially awkward. Elementary school was definitely hell for me.<br /><br />Things started to look up when I went to high school, as I finally found a group of friends who "accepted" me and would not judge me (at least I thought so at the time, in the meantime we have either "grown apart" or I have cut off contact with them due to their "loser crab bucket mentality").<br />It was also the period when I started drinking, a lot, and smoking weed. What I found weird was that I always seemed to remember everything, even if I was drunk to the point of throwing up, while others would speak of not remembering much, which I found really strange.<br />At home, things weren't really sunshine and flowers. I couldn't have "my own space" due to my parents, and especially my mother, always interfering with my habits while I tried to relax. This was offset by getting drunk and high with friends. As you can imagine, this affected my behaviour and my grades, making me more aggressive towards my parents, especially in college. However, it still didn't turn me sociopathic, and I remember feeling guilt, panic, regret, shame, and what-have-you, and have been manipulated quite a few times through those feelings, all to my detriment. Who knows, maybe if I was ostracized in high school, I would have become sociopathic earlier?<br /><br />When I was 19 or so, I have tried amphetamine (not meth, mind you, just your standard amphetamine sulphate).<br />Holy shit! Nothing I have ever tried, before or since, could even compare this badboy!<br />Suddenly, I could instantly and accurately analyze people, have extreme focus and no doubts, never get tongue-tied, predict anything with great accuracy, swiftly acquire any skill or figure out anything... Sounds familiar?Socioempathnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-60391022881245214892016-03-17T15:52:42.350-07:002016-03-17T15:52:42.350-07:00The idea of paying someone to listen to me moan ab...<i>The idea of paying someone to listen to me moan about my problems is repulsive to me</i><br /><br />... And for once, we agree on something. Miracles will never cease. :PAnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-75129752605650212922016-03-17T15:50:52.687-07:002016-03-17T15:50:52.687-07:00I know that real love exists. I was blessed enough...I know that real love exists. I was blessed enough to have found someone who appreciates me for who I am, yet who is not afraid to call me on my bullshit. He challenges me to be my personal best, and I am very grateful for our partnership.Anoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-49183928925288753932016-03-17T15:46:23.476-07:002016-03-17T15:46:23.476-07:00We can choose at any moment to act or not. I belie...<i>We can choose at any moment to act or not. I believe that whatever is going on is more complicated than that, a mixture of genetic wiring combined with environmental circumstances and quite possibly an X factor, presently unknown. The invisible, unknowable, innate spirit of a man or woman, has a profound impact on gene expression, and other stuff, I'm convinced. Epigenetics suggests that our responses in life impact our progeny.</i><br /><br />Yes!!Anoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-22236243622482956232016-03-17T15:44:43.115-07:002016-03-17T15:44:43.115-07:00Psychopathy is not "fixed" in ways sexua...<i>Psychopathy is not "fixed" in ways sexual orientation seems to be.</i><br /><br />And how would you know? You're not a psychopath!<br /><br />I have a lot of psychopathic traits. And I am telling you: it is not as simple as just having faith in God and being willing to change. These traits are *hard-wired*. I cannot manufacture emotions such as empathy any more than you can quell your same-sex attractions. And while a lack of empathy may be problematic in some situations, it is a definite advantage in others. <br /><br />Still, as hard as it may be for you to believe, I am not living in some nightmare. I am professionally and personally fulfilled. My career is oriented around helping others, Joanie. I may be the psycho, but can you say the same?<br />Anoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-6224791131587214142016-03-17T14:49:44.363-07:002016-03-17T14:49:44.363-07:00Shhh. :P
"Care" might be a bit strong, ...Shhh. :P<br /><br />"Care" might be a bit strong, but I bothered to write it, didn't I?<br /><br />;)Anoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-2210782724007872942016-03-17T12:30:24.885-07:002016-03-17T12:30:24.885-07:00rumah dijual
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I also think it’s a spectrum, and a fallacy that psychopaths don’t feel emotion. We do: just not as persistently or acutely as “neurotypical” people." <br /><br />I agree with this. You seem to think I don't understand anything you say or disagree with everything you say. I mostly only disagree with the deliberate caricatures and psychopathic BS you spew, not much else. <br /><br />"I'll never see a shrink, so this is as good a void to vomit into as any. :P" <br /><br />I agree you shouldn't - unless you have a real psychological problem which does warrant seeing a shrink for which I don't think is the case with you. I used to see a psychiatrist because I needed him to give me prescriptions. Upon his constant insistence I started seeing a therapist to "talk" but after a couple of visits I stopped - I don't need some "professional" talking to me and taking my money. I know genuine empathy when I see it. <br /><br />No I don't think you need a shrink. You need to know real love exists and you are truly appreciated for who YOU are, not for anything else. Shrinks can't give you that, at least the vast majority of them can't. The idea of paying someone to listen to me moan about my problems is repulsive to me but who knows, maybe others benefit from it. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03090446375385820183noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-65709852220103300072016-03-17T10:45:14.037-07:002016-03-17T10:45:14.037-07:00Convince you? I don't give a rat's ass if ...Convince you? I don't give a rat's ass if you think I'm lying. I wasn't even talking to you. Believe what you want, I don't care.<br /><br />Not everything is about *you*, ya bloody narc.Anoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-38233009055106672612016-03-17T10:00:42.179-07:002016-03-17T10:00:42.179-07:00"You're wasting your emotions on someone ..."You're wasting your emotions on someone who had absolutely no regard for yours, Jihadi. You need to let him go."<br /><br />This was cute. You care about me not being stuck on something you consider fruitless. Ahhhhhhhhh Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03090446375385820183noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-73557589282411346752016-03-17T09:58:15.277-07:002016-03-17T09:58:15.277-07:00Enjoy the weather it's beautiful again. Don&#...Enjoy the weather it's beautiful again. Don't try so hard to convince me you're not lying here. I'm nice but I'm not a moron, thank God. <br /><br />Peace. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03090446375385820183noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-34372265685415546242016-03-17T09:56:35.503-07:002016-03-17T09:56:35.503-07:00He'll come around one day when he realizes how...He'll come around one day when he realizes how little control he really has in the world. When the games don't work anymore, when they backfire big time and there is no one to turn to but God Himself, he'll realize and remember then. Best of luck until then. <br /><br />Peace. Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03090446375385820183noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-44313915934205014762016-03-17T09:32:00.426-07:002016-03-17T09:32:00.426-07:00I've shared this before, but not with you, so ...I've shared this before, but not with you, so I will again, since it is pertinent to the conversation.<br /><br />I was about 13 when I just stopped caring.<br /><br />I was a difficult, hyperactive, defiant child, but I was also very intelligent. I was the smartest kid in the sole "gifted class" in a tough school, and I was arrogant about knowing everything. This was a social death sentence. Because my ostracization was so consistent and severe, I learned to shut everyone out, stop caring what anyone thought of me, and develop my identity apart from community and society. I stopped having any desire to fit in. I had no siblings, and no real friends throughout my childhood (just some younger neighbours I bullied, presumably to take out my own angst), so I learned not to want or need any. My sadness turned to contempt. School was a nightmare. I got unto fights almost everyday. Home was worse. I’ve always been a defiant child. My parents were very harsh with me, all the time, because I was such a handful. I did not benefit from gentleness anywhere. All the edges in my life were *hard*. I had no safe space in which to just be myself.<br /><br />So, at about 12 or 13, I learned to play their game and beat them at it. I am a (very) good looking woman. (I’m not bragging, I just am. My mother was a model in her youth, and my father a typically handsome badboy.) When I started to develop, it became apparent that I was rather stunning, so I leveraged it to my advantage. I also became very tough. Punching, shoving, and slapping teenage girls for showing me even a hint of disrespect was easy compared to clawing, biting, hitting, kicking, and struggling with my raging father when he was violent with me, right? Lol. This is a man who gouged someone’s eye out with a broken beer bottle. I’m just lucky he didn’t kill me. <br /><br />Ironically, I became very popular. But I stopped developing, emotionally. The development of my amygdala may also have been stunted by the copious amount of drugs I took as a teen. (I’ve always been a huge thrill seeker) <br />I have often said that psychopathy is a complex defense mechanism rooted in environmental and genetic factors. I had both guns pointed at my head. I also think it’s a spectrum, and a fallacy that psychopaths don’t feel emotion. We do: just not as persistently or acutely as “neurotypical” people. <br /><br />So yeah, I *definitely* think there is something to what you’re saying, socioempath.<br /><br />As for Joanie... Textbook narc. :)<br />Anoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-77798569324353635012016-03-17T09:07:25.136-07:002016-03-17T09:07:25.136-07:00Thanks Anon.
This reminds me of something my ex-h...Thanks Anon.<br /><br />This reminds me of something my ex-husband (narc) said: "I put fear in you without your knowledge".<br /><br />This is a control pattern similar to my ex husband's. Yeah, it makes sense :)Northhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09244806273774124428noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-91332884139535561412016-03-17T07:34:07.426-07:002016-03-17T07:34:07.426-07:00Move on. Its a command. We are not cattle. I...Move on. Its a command. We are not cattle. I'll move on when I damn well please. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com