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I’m outta here, f...And NOW, that is IT for me, SW! I’m outta here, for now. You may resume as usual.<br /><br />In the future, if you wish to avoid hijacking the board with all this Jesus talk, stop asking me questions about, or challenging me on my faith.<br /><br />Otherwise...... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!!<br />I will feel compelled to respond to you. :) <br /><br />Surely we can all agree to disagree HERE, of all places... No? ;)Alteregonoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-15662177635320703942012-01-13T00:27:28.132-08:002012-01-13T00:27:28.132-08:00And finally, the one I have been wanting to addres...And finally, the one I have been wanting to address for awhile:<br /><br /><b>UKan Des Pies said: The sad part is her new daddy thinks she is dirty. Jesus wouldn't let his own mother touch him before transcending into heaven because woman are filthy in the eyes of god, yet he let doubting thomas touch him despite the fact he was such a prick.</b><br /><br />I believe this is the verse you are commenting upon is John 20:17:<br /><br />"Don't cling to me," Jesus said, "for I haven't yet ascended to the Father. But go find my brothers and tell them, 'I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.'"<br /><br />In this verse, the word translated “touch” is a Greek word which means “to cling to” or “to lay hold of.” This is not just a touch; it is a grip. Perhaps, when Mary recognized Jesus, she immediately clung to Him.<br /><br />However, it was not Jesus’ plan to stay in this world always, and His resurrection was not to be seen as His promised return. That is why He tells Mary of the ascension. His plan was to ascend to the Father and then send the Holy Spirit. Fellowship with Jesus would continue, but it would be a spiritual communion, not a physical presence.<br /><br />In loosening Mary’s hold on Him, Jesus was, in effect, saying this: “I know you desire to keep Me here, always present with you. I know you want everything to be just the same as before I died. But our relationship is about to change. I’m going to heaven, and you will have the Comforter in My place. You need to start walking by faith, Mary, not by sight.”Alteregonoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-69750806536463123922012-01-13T00:18:05.972-08:002012-01-13T00:18:05.972-08:00@DemonstrableDimwit:
Just because I am feeling ge...@DemonstrableDimwit:<br /><br />Just because I am feeling generous tonight, here is a Demon-friendly version of the answers you asked me :D<br /><br />Re: murder: No, thinking about murder is not the same thing as murder. Nowhere does the Bible teach this. Use your head, AngelBreath.<br /><br /><b>Another question, say I've been killing people for years and on my final rest bed I plead to god for repentance, would god forgive me, even though I'd spent all my life defying him?</b><br /><br />That would entirely depend on whether you were being sincere or not; God knows the true state of your heart. That said, do not kid yourself. If you plan to go on a murderous rampage before confessing and repenting of your crimes upon your deathbed, how can your repentance truly be sincere? But if it is, it is. Only God knows. That is not for me- or anyone else, for that matter- to judge.Alteregonoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-40927595032364525132012-01-13T00:04:26.775-08:002012-01-13T00:04:26.775-08:00All I see is a hypocritical, weak, pathetic loser ...<b>All I see is a hypocritical, weak, pathetic loser with a faith in something you can't even prove exists. You're a deluded fool.</b><br /><br />That's because you have the attention span of a gnat, beast, and lack the patience and intellectual perspicacity to read what I have written this evening. You're like a mindlessly charging, bucking bull.<br /><br />You can't PROVE your ass exists, demon. If you were better educated in philosophy, you might actually comprehend this. <br /><br />I even offered to answer more of your questions privately, Rosie. Take the offer, or leave it- I don't care either way.Alteregonoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-54580930820517422522012-01-12T23:57:27.081-08:002012-01-12T23:57:27.081-08:00Alterstupid, how can you call yourself a christian...<b>Alterstupid, how can you call yourself a christian? You didn't even answer my questions and I actually wanted genuine answers.<br />You're one of those self-righteous christians who places judgement on everybody as though you have the goddamn right to. You're a fucking hypocrite.</b><br /><br />Yeah, sometimes I am self-righteous, judgmental or hypocritical. Who isn't? I never claimed to be righteous, just forgiven. Most of the time, I try to apply the teachings of the Bible. Besides, I don't see you comin' round here with many words of love or encouragement, lol! And I did answer your first question: I have three of you to respond to, and I can only type so quickly! <br /><br /><b>You say one thing, but do another. In fact, I've seen you come in here with your self-righteous attitude throwing insults around.</b><br /><br />Yeeeah, guilty again, as charged. This place helps me to understand myself, but it also facilitates a slide back into fun and entertaining antisocial antics! :D<br /><br /><b>There are times where I have actually wanted to believe in god, but people like you make me realize just how pathetically hypocritical most christians are.</b><br /><br />Hmmm. Don't take your cues from people, we tend to be a pretty fallible bunch. I am not being hypocritical on this forum. In fact, I am being more transparent here than I ever have in my entire life. There are very few people with whom I feel I can "out" myself as a person with antisocial tendencies. <br /><br /><b>I don't want to be like you. I would never want to be like you. You make god look like a joke.</b><br /><br />Well that's good! I don't want you to try to be like me- find the best version of yourself, and be her!<br /><br />As for making God look like a joke, I challenge you to peruse the comments I posted earlier. I have taken the time to answer each and every question or objection relating to God as presciently and honestly as possible. Look for yourself and see that this is true.Alteregonoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-85174894244349167722012-01-12T23:52:38.484-08:002012-01-12T23:52:38.484-08:00"Think whatever you want of me. I know how st...<b>"Think whatever you want of me. I know how strong I am."</b><br /><br />All I see is a hypocritical, weak, pathetic loser with a faith in something you can't even prove exists. You're a deluded fool.Reaperhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13832971702343753073noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-81661430421149762812012-01-12T23:40:46.732-08:002012-01-12T23:40:46.732-08:00It gives you a sense of purpose to fill your inabi...<b> It gives you a sense of purpose to fill your inability to build aspirations for yourself, and that gratification is something you want to spread to reaffirm it more clearly to yourself.</b><br /><br />Actually, my faith has empowered me to set meaningful goals and achieve them. I am, in life, very successful by the world’s standards. But this is not where my treasure is.<br /><br /><b>Similar to when people try to convert people to brands even though they have no need for said brand or product. You want people around you to be brought to the light because it means your light exists. It means you are a mirror to a candle. A beacon of brightness. A lighthouse in the fog. But you cant see that all you are to us is still an empty, lost being with borrowed dreams and low standards following other people's dictations toward making you weak.</b><br /><br />Nice try, but not quite. My dreams are being fulfilled in every conceivable way: I have a loving, stable family, a wonderful, strong marriage, more money than I know what to do with (not bragging, this is just true), good, if superficial friendships, and plenty of interesting hobbies and personal pursuits. My life is very satisfying and full. <br /><br />However, the personal goals I have set do not revolve around what I can get, they revolve around what I can *give*. Thus, I serve in a leadership capacity within a personally meaningful ministry, and spend most of my time actively helping others. I am in a privileged position, and I recognize this fully, so I try to honor the most precious resource God has accorded me- time- by using it wisely and productively, according to the good teachings in the Bible.<br /><br />If I am a lighthouse in the fog, so be it, LOL (Sorry, but that is some major stinky cheese, Kanney, LOL) <br /><br />Think whatever you want of me. I know how strong I am. :)Alteregonoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-53623894779604565542012-01-12T23:36:35.396-08:002012-01-12T23:36:35.396-08:00Kanney said: Lol. That sounds conspicuous, alter. ...<b>Kanney said: Lol. That sounds conspicuous, alter. Did you know christians are a type? Children with alcoholic fathers, abandonment issues, molestation, or attachmet issues, inherent insecurities and feelings of unloveability, or oppressed social outcasts. Do you think that is because of the accuracy of christianity, or just that all people have all of those issues in common. </b><br /><br />I have sociopathic tendencies due to my abusive father, but this is not true for most Christians I know. Many of the well-adjusted ones I know come from very strong, unified Christian homes. Then again, I know several Christians who came from abusive, or less-than-ideal backgrounds. People don’t always fit into the little boxes you want to stuff them in.<br /><br /><b>My best friend is a sociopath with a loving family, an extreme sense of confidence, blatant disregard for others and the well being of even me, or her parents, and a deep sense of lovingness. She is not a christian. She feels completely confident in her own natural superiority and amazingness, with exceptions as to where she lets her self down. Explain her self content if not from god that shes a sinner and he loves her anyway. Otherwise, your vindication is soo tedious.</b><br /><br />Oh! This one’s easy. People do not naturally perceive their sinful condition. Something has to wake them up. She is self-content because she grew up with a loving family, and has feelings of superiority because she is a sociopath; we tend to have elevated self-esteem. :)<br /><br /><b>I know that you feel that these small conversations bring people one step closer to god and eternal salvation, and that you are thereby able to sleep at night despite your sins and transgressions because you have played a small part in someone else's attachment to your lord jesus, who is everything you ever needed and the only one you ever needed to please... But that vindication you feel is a self centered need you have to fill your own sinners heart to counteract the love your father never felt for you. Jesus is the self proclaimed daddy you never had who loves you anyways. </b><br /><br />Actually, I came here to talk about sociopathy, and to understand myself to a greater extent. I am perfectly able to sleep at night, at all times, lol! Truth be told, I don’t really care whether or not you become attached to the Lord Jesus or not, from an emotional or deeply rooted psychological perspective; I tend show my love by my actions, which is precisely why I am taking the time to answer your all of your questions and observations. Also, I just like to write and debate. :)<br /><br />Incidentally, my dad and I are really close now, in spite of all the abuse. I thoroughly forgive him for what he did to me and I love and accept him exactly as he is. I cannot judge him: I know what kind of abuse he suffered as a child, and it pales in comparison to anything I have ever experienced. We all have a self-centered need to be loved, Missus Kanney. My father loved- and continues to love me- in the best way that *he* knows how. <br /><br />But God loves me perfectly, and by His love for me, He has taught me how to love others. And now,I am watching my father's heart melt as he responds to God's love, as it is being expressed through me. It is bringing him very deep healing in the latter days of his life.Alteregonoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-70669050683652653272012-01-12T23:34:20.124-08:002012-01-12T23:34:20.124-08:00... and now I'm gonna go get me another drink,...... and now I'm gonna go get me another drink, considering nothing else will kill this fucking boredom.Reaperhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13832971702343753073noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-18916161033366872962012-01-12T23:32:04.785-08:002012-01-12T23:32:04.785-08:00"Since youre in a biting mood, demon, you can...<b>"Since youre in a biting mood, demon, you can answer my questions."</b><br /><br />I don't take orders from anyone, bitch. 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You didn't even answer my questions and I actually wanted genuine answers. <br />You're one of those self-righteous christians who places judgement on everybody as though you have the goddamn right to. You're a fucking hypocrite. You say one thing, but do another. In fact, I've seen you come in here with your self-righteous attitude throwing insults around. <br />There are times where I have actually wanted to believe in god, but people like you make me realize just how pathetically hypocritical most christians are. I don't want to be like you. I would never want to be like you. You make god look like a joke.Reaperhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13832971702343753073noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-2562662812760064932012-01-12T23:08:27.999-08:002012-01-12T23:08:27.999-08:00Since youre in a biting mood, demon, you can answe...Since youre in a biting mood, demon, you can answer my questions. Who do you live with? Would you say your mother is your daughter's primary caretaker? Are you perpetuating her abuse by subjecting your daughter to it? How does it feel to be outshone by your bratty teenage girl? Does her maturity bother you or do you bicker like sisters.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-58894253480739758352012-01-12T23:01:20.259-08:002012-01-12T23:01:20.259-08:00Looks like that took you a lot of effort to write,...Looks like that took you a lot of effort to write, so I won't read it. Just to waste your time. Thanks for responding to everything, idiot. ha ha ha ha.UKan Spinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-81018597205499951502012-01-12T22:51:44.581-08:002012-01-12T22:51:44.581-08:00Did you post all that crap just for a reaction?
I...Did you post all that crap just for a reaction? <br />I tell you what, I'm bored enough to bite. So here goes:<br /><br /><b>"Demon this is over your head."</b><br /><br />Assumption is the mother of all sin (according to the jesus freaks anyway). If you know anything at all about religion then you should've at least known that, yet still you assume. So, I'm going to assume that you're very stupid for having done so, considering you obviously can't tell the difference between a lack of interest in discussing a specific topic and one's ability to understand it.<br /><br /><b>"You haven't killed anyone so just shut the fuck up you wanna be."</b><br /><br />I don't recall stating I have, at least no seriously anyway, so no need to get yourself all worked up over it.<br /><br /><b>"Your conversations are boring."</b><br /><br />The feeling is quite mutual, I can assure you. It is amusing though how you made such a long-<i>whine</i>ded post just to tell me that.<br /><br /><b>"Torturing bugs? Seriously?"</b><br /><br />Yes (name someone who hasn't done that in their childhood at least once), and animals and humans. What's your point...<br /><br /><b>"You don't even look scary in your picture you look like a girl we used to pick on in school all the time because she was a freak."</b><br /><br />And I'm supposed to care that you feel that way because...?<br /><br /><b>"You are a biker with no bike, a goth that doesn't worship the devil, a mother who can't raise a child, a con artist on the dole, a killer who hasn't killed anyone, a dominatrix who gets beat by her boyfriend, and a sociopath loner on anti-depressants. Everything is a contradiction because it is just a lie you have been telling yourself to get through your shite life day to day. In reality you can describe yourself in one word: Loser."</b><br /><br />lol, okay...<br /><br />Amusing.<br /><br />I'm not here to prove myself, so I'll let you believe all that if it makes you feel better. <br /><br /><b>"By the way you did say that you were not a sociopath several times when you came here. Several."</b><br /><br />Did I...? I recall stating that I was diagnosed with AsPD. I also recall stating that I don't give two shits about the labels (even though they apparently apply to me), so why, dear boy, are you getting yourself so upset over this?<br />Is this some kind of competition to see who's the most legit sociopath? <br />There's no need for you to feel so threatened by me. I don't care about the label. You're welcome to wear the pretty little label all you want if you fel that strongly about it. In fact, I just bet it will match your tutu.<br /><br /><b>"When people were asking you questions you used it to deflect it. Now that they stopped you are owning it."</b> <br /><br />Is it helping you to whine and bitch over it so much?<br />I'm just curious.<br /><br /><b>"Come on, give me a break kid."</b><br /><br />Ohh, you want me to break you now. You <i>do</i> like me. I just knew it. /winkReaperhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13832971702343753073noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-36657202840140436042012-01-12T22:51:26.424-08:002012-01-12T22:51:26.424-08:00Lol. They trade issues for one more consistantly d...Lol. They trade issues for one more consistantly demeaning, with enough about love to create dependencies... <br />Really, its a brilliant strategy. Be condescending to the point of debasing insecurity,then turn around and and tell them youre the only one who'll ever really love them. Does the pattern sound familiar?It's even a simple strategy. people eat that shit up. My ex boyfriend used it to get me to prove him wrong. It's one of those tales as old as time, if you will. Perhaps, naturally inherent in our personal makeup and reenacted through symbolic interpretations that connect directly to our emotional synopses.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-50413403397782250312012-01-12T22:46:42.922-08:002012-01-12T22:46:42.922-08:00Ukan said: Actually that was from Timothy I was qu...<b>Ukan said: Actually that was from Timothy I was quoting Alterego. In fact the verses I quoted were from various sections of the bible. Just saying: Well you have to look at the context over and over again does not change anything. It doesn't say: Hey you divisive women in the Corinthean church stop this gossip. It specifies a law. </b><br /><br />You are quite correct, there are several verses in the Bible which admonish women, in church, to learn submissively under the headship of their husbands and the church elders. But remember: this is the result of the curse, which manifested specific consequences according to a particular sequence- not on account of the inferior status or inherent worth of women. As the verse I posted earlier illustrates, the Bible also teaches that men and women are as ONE in Christ. It was the woman who was first deceived, she was the "weakest" link in this manner, but in this manner alone. And the Bible teaches that women, through faith and childrearing- which is an extremely sacrificial act for a woman on so many levels- may be saved, exactly as men are. Men and women were both created to bear the image of God in unique and mutually complimentary ways. Orderly worship here on earth is to be commended, but our salvation does not depend on it.<br /><br />Your observations, insights and questions are very good. Truth be told, I might preferentially attend a church with a male pastor, because I wish to honor the Scriptures to the best of my ability. This does not offend me as a woman; following the teachings of Jesus has only improved the way my husband treats me, and the way I treat him, a hundredfold. <br /><br />But then again, maybe not. Like I said, God does not expect perfection, and sometimes, He does His best work using broken vessels. Some women pastors are doing awesome work. So what if they are not acting in perfect accordance with the written Word? Who does? We are not called to judge one another, but to love each other, and to learn from one another.Alteregonoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-2034952103257487282012-01-12T22:42:51.101-08:002012-01-12T22:42:51.101-08:00The sad part is her new daddy thinks she is dirty....The sad part is her new daddy thinks she is dirty. Jesus wouldn't let his own mother touch him before transcending into heaven because woman are filthy in the eyes of god, yet he let doubting thomas touch him despite the fact he was such a prick.UKan Des Piesnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-66590260831373905782012-01-12T22:42:13.394-08:002012-01-12T22:42:13.394-08:00Lol! Bunny I LOVE you!
My everything is amazing.....Lol! Bunny I LOVE you! <br />My everything is amazing... I bet you're looking forward to paying your bets. Squish fish you're the best! I love coming home to you!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-67974119097524211992012-01-12T22:39:01.005-08:002012-01-12T22:39:01.005-08:00Random fact: My wife's ass is amazing.
wv: po...Random fact: My wife's ass is amazing.<br /><br />wv: pootseUKan Grabnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-628748600098131100.post-407522178076339362012-01-12T22:36:53.949-08:002012-01-12T22:36:53.949-08:00Lol. That sounds conspicuous, alter. Did you know ...Lol. That sounds conspicuous, alter. Did you know christians are a type? Children with alcoholic fathers, abandonment issues, molestation, or attachmet issues, inherent insecurities and feelings of unloveability, or oppressed social outcasts. Do you think that is because of the accuracy of christianity, or just that all people have all of those issues in common. <br />My best friend is a sociopath with a loving family, an extreme sense of confidence, blatant disregard for others and the well being of even me, or her parents, and a deep sense of lovingness. She is not a christian. She feels completely confident in her own natural superiority and amazingness, with exceptions as to where she lets her self down. Explain her self content if not from god that shes a sinner and he loves her anyway. <br />Otherwise, your vindication is soo tedious. I know that you feel that these small conversations bring people one step closer to god and eternal salvation, and that you are thereby able to sleep at night despite your sins and transgressions because you have played a small part in someone else's attachment to your lord jesus, who is everything you ever needed and the only one you ever needed to please... But that vindication you feel is a self centered need you have to fill your own sinners heart to counteract the love your father never felt for you. Jesus is the self proclaimed daddy you never had who loves you anyways. It gives you a sense of purpose to fill your inability to build aspirations for yourself, and that gratification is something you want to spread to reaffirm it more clearly to yourself. Similar to when people try to convert people to brands even though they have no need for said brand or product. You want people around you to be brought to the light because it means your light exists. It means you are a mirror to a candle. A beacon of brightness. A lighthouse in the fog. But you cant see that all you are to us is still an empty, lost being with borrowed dreams and low standards following other people's dictations toward making you weak.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com